I am also scared

"Tell me whenever you feel even a tiny bit uncomfortable, okay?" he whispered and Chen nodded with a loving smile.

She of course knew all about s*x, only from a theoretical perspective though. But still Chen had a basic idea what Si Xia was about to do and could guess how she would feel through it. She knew how much pleasure or pain the woman experienced depended basically on the man, and was sure that Xia would do everything in his power to make it as pleasurable and as little painful for her as it was possible.

But she had also heard that no matter how much you tried, the pain could never be completely removed. So of course, she was a little nervous. And above all this, was her insecurities about her body. Though she wasn't insecure to the point of start hating her body or developing an eating disorder, but she still analyzed each and every part of her skin a little too much. And she was afraid to completely expose herself to anyone, even if that anyone happened to worship every part of her body and soul.

While Chen had been wrapped in her own thoughts, she hadn't noticed Si Xia's head move. It was now in between her legs, his face right in front of . . . . OH MY GOD!!! Yu Chen internally screamed. Was Si Xia really about to do that!! He wouldn't, would he?

Apparently he would, because Yu Chen almost screamed with pleasure when Xia reached out a finger and touched . . . . well he touched something down there.

She was suddenly so nervous about what was about to come, that before she could stop herself, Yu Chen called out, "Stop!!!" As could be expected, Si Xia froze in place. He did not move a muscle except tilt his head enough to look towards Chen's face, his eyes asking the silent question.

Chen,who had already given him enough false alarms, wanted to hit herself for being such an idiot. She hurriedly shook her head before he could move away. "I did not mean it in that sense." she said. To add to her guilt, Si Xia let out an exasperated sigh. "In what all senses are you using the word stop right now?" he asked, clearly turned off now.

Yu Chen took in a shaky breath. "It's just . . . . . " she struggled for words, "I don't . . . really don't want you to stop . . . . . just . . . . . "

She heard Si Xia sigh and leave his position in between her legs. I have completely ruined it now, Chen thought to himself. But the next second she was surprised when Xia lay down beside her and hugged her tight. Before she had the chance to say anything, he mumbled, "I know, my princess. I know. I am also scared."

Yu Chen almost sat up upon hearing this. She would have, had it not been for Si Xia's heavy arms around her. "You are!?!?" she asked. He chuckled, "Of course! I am terrified out of my wits!! This is a first for me too, and I have no idea what is right and what is it that I am supposed to do."

Chen relaxed in his arms as she muttered, "I am so afraid I am going to mess it up." "Me too." he said, "And it's completely fine if you don't want to so anything else."