Why Me...

I ended up waking up after a few minutes, mostly because of the sound of crying and shouting.

"I leave the princess with you for only 15 minutes and she already fainted?! How have you people cared for her when I'm not around!?!"

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!I'm sorry!! I.. I- we.."

"Enough! If you don't wish to end up in the execution platform, I suggest you leave this room now or else I will get rid of you all myself!!"

'Damn, ain't that one cold motherfucker'

I let out a groan from trying to lift myself up.

'I gotta get up, all this screaming won't let me stay unconscious for long.'

"You highness!? please wait, I'll help you"

I open my eyes to see the butler holding my hand and supporting me to sit up with the other.

'Man, seeing him again and I still get surprised by how beautiful he looks'

"Pwetty..."

'Fuck! Did I say that out loud!?'

I ended up looking away from his face and tried to distract myself by looking at my hand in his, only to notice how long and beautiful his hand looks.

'Shit, his hands are beautiful too!? Yo it feels a bit rough but I love how they look, I can't look away'

I kept touching it with great gusto, I forgot the situation I'm in and just took advantage of how much I loved his hand, I felt that with just one hand isn't enough so I used both of my hands to feel his hand.

"Cough, cough... princess... please stop for a minute."

The hand I was holding was slipping away and I wanted to grab it but stopped myself, because his reminder made me remember the important thing, and that is; I'm inside a stupid ass romance game, one I played when I would get bored.

I looked up at the man and right away knew who he was, he was a friend of my "father" the man who is the emperor of the Eternity Empire.

The emperor was cold to those who mean little to him, but was warm to his people and those who were called family and friends.

'But damn... he was so forgiving to that women who drugged him and had his child in secret, that he made her a concubine just to give a title to the heroine.'

While thinking that I just found he was too stupid in some parts that it makes me wonder how he was the wise and strict emperor that lead his empire to prosperity.

.... I felt like tsking at the memories of the stories progress. But let's go back to the present, shall we?

I look at the man and remember he was first an Adventurer who then became a knight and lastly became the high position butler of this empire, he is "father's" most trusted friend, "brother in arms", "brothers of another mother" type of friends.

He was called Raphael Lavender, he was a beautiful man, should be 5 years older than the emperor, so in his 30s, since the emperor is 25 or 26 something.

'Never paid much attention to those details, and I regret it now though... But damn, he is a looker with those eyes, their blue yet a clear crystal blue.... like a husky'.

While distracted by my thought he placed his hand on my forehead, checking the temperature.

"Worm..."

'Warm you fool!!!' This damn mouth is useless for talking since it still hasn't matured.'

"Your highness... you don't seem to have a fever, but I brought the royal healer to check just in case, so please be patient."

While he finished his sentence I finally noticed the man behind him, he has a white robe on, with gold designed woven in them, they seem delicate yet gave a strong impression.

I look up at the man and was surprised he was quite young, around in his yearly 20's.

'Ah... it's this guy...'

When thinking that I see his white or silver hair with a ting of blond in it and his eyes, the color of golden beryl, a type of gemstone in my world.

He was an ambiguous man, can't tell if he's a man or women.

'But I can because I know this character, he was the teacher of the hooker, ah... I mean heroine, with another guy, who specializes in defense or barrier magic.'

"Hello your highness,I'm the royal healer, Uriel Sunflower, I will do a quick checkup, do forgive it."

His voice had that soothing tone to it, adding to the mystery of; is he a man or women?

He has a pale complexion that adds to his feminine charm, he is shorter that Raphael, but taller than the maid's by a inch or two, his hair is passing his shoulders, and when he is reaching our to check my temperature or health, I'm able to see his hands, they show those of soft porcelain, yet obvious that they belong to a man, long fingers, with a more manly feel.

'... do I have some type of hand fetish or something???'

While contemplating my bizarre taste, his hand was just halted inches away from my forehead, and I glanced up at it and felt a type of warmth spread from my head to my body.

'So this is... magic?'

This was in a way, a revelation that I wasn't in my world anymore, while thinking that, I ended up closing my eyes and let out a big sigh.

"Phoku.."

Can't even say fuck right...

Sigh~ why me.