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there is a girl 14 your old her father died when her she is only 9

her mother have a new boyfriend after one year and half her father died

Covid happen

she is always alone in their house her brother and sister in work and her second brother is playing basketball out side, her mother is her boyfriend and she stay there because she is selling biscuit..

she always alone that she even have to prepare her own meal

almost 4 year was been past right now the girl is 13

the girl right now is a quiet person that always wants to be alone because she already use to it..

her mother what them to have mother and daughter date

but her daughter dont want to go so she is forcing her daughter to go with her

so the daughter agree

days was been past

in her school project she need to acting she is the main character so she must be always smile

her classmates said "you need to smile but its should not be so force"

the girl pov "but I dont know how to smile"

girl pov "when I was home i always slime and not even my family know that I was faking"

after school

girl ask her classmates "how to smile"

her classmates laughing her

smiling

girls pov "why she is smiling we are laughing her she is so weird "

girls said let fo guys

girl pov "I dont know how to smile,I don't even know what I want, what I want to do and how to do"

when I was always alone I start to change and no one know that I change because I always do what they me to do so they will not think that I was change ...

I dont what another people to know me and I dont what to let them know I was faking it I dont want them to hurt so I will be the one them want me to be.....