IS IT ANOTHER CRUSH

After few weeks of silence, I finally met someone, someone that was quiet and reserved. He was really cute, the type that I like, just like Lemma but he was not him. We had met a year before but weren't close at all. I called him by his name Rey as he walked past me. He was so all smiley to see me again, I did not even think that he would still remember me. He took me to his workplace while I was waiting for my uncle to come pick me up, then offered me a drink.

Such a charmer and so adorable.

We had a drink, simple conversations and ended up exchanging numbers and I went home.

"I like you a lot and would like to date you. Do you permit me to?" He said, as he called me later that day

I agreed to give him a shot, I did not want to explain denying his proposal and I definitely had to move on. Each week he would call me just to check how I was doing. He would call me by romantic names from time to time, he made me feel like I was the only girl in the world, but I was still afraid to let him in, I was afraid of falling in love. I left home for school.

Around March I went back home again, this time I left early so that Rey and I could spent time together. I was so disappointed when he kept me waiting at our meeting location especially in such scorching sun. After thirty minutes of waiting and whining, he finally arrived, I was so furious that he kept me waiting, but surprisingly, as soon as he got off the car and hugged me, I even forgot that I was mad at him, I only wanted to be in his arms. We headed to a place he had booked and spent the day there.

He put his bag on the floor, removed his shoes and sat in the middle of the bed. I sat on one end of the bed, a bit far from where he was, I stared at him, admiring his handsomeness, and he looked so cute, so calm and collected. Each time he would glance at me, he would give a short, crocked smile. The boy made me feel butterflies in my stomach. I did not take my eyes off him for I loved what I was seeing until something bothered me.

I crawled on the bed, sat on his laps and hugged him so tightly and told him I was not feeling well for I had delayed eating. I kept sobbing and he asked me where it hurts then hugged me tight too.

"Babe, look at me."

I moved my head to the front to look him in the eyes. He pushed my hair backwards and held me by the cheek.

"You are going to be fine, I'm here, aren't I?"

He rubbed his thumb on my lips, pulled me closer and kissed me. Suddenly the music stopped. After moments of exchanging kisses, he removed his shirt and tried to take off my pant.

"We can't, I am too fragile." I remarked.

"I'll be gentle, I promise, just trust me."

'It became so easy for me to agree, it never happened before, even the day I gave up my 'first time' I gave the poor guy a hard time. I guess my friends were being honest when they said that after losing a virginity it become easy to be intimate. I did not want to become that girl, the girl who sleeps around, the typical teenager'.

He completely removed my pant, lowered his pant and undie the pulled out his pecker and inserted it. I sighed heavily and leaned my head backwards, he had hit 'the spot'. I pulled him by almost every part of his upper body, even his hair. My mind went blank, I thought of nothing else except that moment, I did not even regret it. When all this was happening, I was still on his laps. In couple of minutes of the pushing and pulling even sweating, we finally stopped, he napped with his head on my buttocks and I, on the pillow.

Eventually we woke up ate the food that he had bought and kissed like it was our last time to see each other then took a bath afterwards, a couple of pics and he sent me home.

I thought his attitude was going to change after sleeping with me, but it did not, he was still the same him he was weeks ago, interested in me. I thought of Lemma, the time that we spent together, the way he treated me, I thought of his delicious meal he had prepared for me and all the romantic things he did for me and realized that Rey was better than him in many aspects, so, I gave Rey an opportunity, yes! a chance for a serious relationship. Although Lemma was older than Rey, Rey was mature and more sincere, he never made me feel insecure, he paid attention to me, and I liked his cute short smile.