Star 2

Maybe then

There is life after this life and a living after this mess.

This world to my first coming it cleaned me and no doubt it will be my grave, and that Will be the end of the dying life. horizon in the sky, silent moon, in the darkness light won't defeat, there will be no breathings and no more words from our loved.

ones, maybe then there will be no pain and no more tears.

Dawn and night, night and Dawn that's how life goes even when the situation gives no direction,

there comes a day when the sun goes down with no place for dawn again or no changing of times always a day, sign of death.

I wish I had the power to change what was wrong in my lifetime and sweep off the pain from the rivers that unites our roads. maybe then there will be light after darkness after this dying life.

I wouldn't allow my heart to accuse me of being a coward.

I would give a castle to my homeless and hopeless love

I would light up a fireplace to my frozen heart.

I would bring back what was washed away by time to embrace it again,

I would live an echo whispering softly down ways and tell him I love you.

I would go back to our warming place and kiss him endlessly, maybe then I won't fear anything in his hold.

a separation is measured by the passion of who stays and the courage of who lives but time never gave me the chance to choose.

didn't know wether to cry loud for what I wanted, or cry silently to forget what I needed. I push it to the back of my head but it still comes a cross my heart.

after this life I would get my heart what it aches for maybe then it will be fair.

I would stop this feud that led our story into a history.

after all that change, I would send my mother a letter saying, smile, don't cry am very happy and peaceful, I gave my heart what it was aching for, these memories that seem not to fade I chatted a line to the price I had to pay. in his hold I found where I belong, inhaling his scent I confirmed he is my home. maybe then my heart won't accuse of being a coward, I would rest in peace.