Comments of chapter undefined of I am a Problematic Dungeon Master

well, that was a confusing chapter, he gave up all of the crops, the time he needed to fortify the dungeon and much more, all for the sake of the cat people of Bestia, and that passion was something he had even on earth where he even had a hard time to kill feline monsters even, and now all of a sudden we get this confession from him, how the heck does that make any sense? why wouldnt he be sad or even cry if his favorite cats were to die? Same with the kids, anyone would at least be sad or even cry if they spent so much time with them. Its like a sibling were to die, you might hate them or be indifferent towards them as a person, but you will most definetely feel sorrow if you learned of their departure. But according to this confession, there was nothing? that soesnt make sense, did he dedicate his life to help support the orphanage because he was told or even forced to work for them? You cant just have one single emotion in life, you either have them all or you dont. He felt anger, he felt rage, so why the heck cant he feel something so basic as sorrow?