A little disappointed with the attitude of the protagonist but it is understandable, he only had one partner in his life and he died quite young so we should not expect that he can do much against an incomparable beauty or some mythical old man.
I do not know why he is afraid of death, it would be better if he felt disgusted with the idea not with the action, I was also disappointed by the attitude of the MC, he also forgot about his system
What is it with authors nowadays? They either write a simp as the MC or some incel Alpha Male. Is there no inbetween? Like a normal healthy guy who finds her beautiful but doesn’t lose his mind or immediately feel the need to push her face down on the carpet?