Comments of chapter undefined of Forever Mine[BL]

I don't know why but after reading this chapter, I just want to say "zhou jian I cursed you and a tao I just want you to be happy" I don't give a f*** about that Cheng xian because I understand where his coming from. F*** if someone love me, like zhou jian did maybe I'm going to do what he did. But zhou jian *sigh* his behavior is giving a tao hope and I don't like that. I don't like it when a tao has to experience that darkness 'you know what I mean?'