PetiteSnowdrop
I think the more meng renshu remembers the more li caiyi forgets when he was previously having dreams he only saw upto her death and then forgot it when he woke up but when he slept with caiyi he saw the story ahead and didn't forget it If I am right about this then the author is a genius[and kinda heartless since she is slowly forgetting our ml (although I think it's so that rather than being hung up on a person of the past who she might not have loved but just desperate to see she would fall in love with zhiqiang now which further shows the creativity of the author)]for a trope like this ( I have never read something like this in any other reincarnation novel and trust me i have read a lot of them) I LOVE YOU AUTHOR I AM SO GLAD I FOUND THIS BOOK YOU HAVE A TRUE FAN RIGHT HERE
i don't think fl really loved Meng guy either. She was desperate of love, she projected that yearning first on Meng guy, then on the guy who was with her in her last moments. In both cases, they were her last hopes, one crushed her thoroughly, other didn't even got a chance properly. In a way, in her new life, they both do not exist with those particular circumstances. That guy who committed suicide with her won't be with her now because of butterfly effect, and this Meng guy will know things he shouldn't know, totally unfair for fl. It's a genius move from author, but i still found it amazing and annoying at the same time š¤£ I think author wants fl to start anew with ml without any previous memories. these memories are in a way binding her to feel grateful towards ml for what he did in past life, but she didn't really fell in love. maybe after forgetting ml she wil truly fall in love with ml. but that Meng guy remembering past memories isn't good thing
i think I will take a break from this novel and stuck the chapters till at least 10 or 20 then resume it! cause right now o really don't like the way it's! okay it's good for FL to forget her past memories but please don't make her go back to her past self and don't want her to doormat want her to be strong as for meng guy just reading his name my BP raise up!! he is so annoying ššššš