ThirtyTyrants
I really get this chapter and love the way Chu Yun have Xiao Zai permission to be sad and why. not was simple as 'he was your blood, no matter what,' but rather mourning the relationship they could have had. I didn't have of a relationship with my dad, and honestly, this was how i felt when he passed. It was the end of any chance of reconciliation or resolution to past conflicts, and the feeling that I didn't just lose my dad, but had lost out on the chance to have a dad I could really miss. it's strange how hard that hits when the person is really gone, regardless of how broken or absent the relationship was all along. death brings closure and it's ok to mourne all that was lost/deprived, not just the person themself.