Comments of chapter undefined of Heart of Darkness
Heart of Darkness
JasmineJosef
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YES!….and NO! Yes for the kiss and no for the end of the chapter!!! I rarely feel this distraught at the end of a chapter. I know the wait is not long, because we have an author dedicated to her readers and never makes us wait long for an update. However, waiting a day for her next chapter often feels like a week! She knows just how to leave us wanting for more…the queen of cliff hangers. Skender and Roxana feel so right! I can’t wait for them to both realize it. I hope nobody walks in right now! That will not be good at all! ♥️♥️😬😬😬♥️♥️
Oh my, what a chapter! Well, first I thought, no, there’s no way she can leave now, not with him in that condition but after that kiss… I’m all questions now and I really don’t know. Will she be terrified or will Lucrezia’s words be strong enough and echo in her mind? Will she listen to her body and her instincts or will she listen to her mind? Will the kiss make her feel that he doesn’t kiss her or touch her as if he were a man or will it, on the contrary make her completely freak out thinking he kissed her precisely because of that and that’s what he likes 😨? My heart breaks for Skender 💔😭. Like I said before, the memory must be from when they put his demon to sleep. I remember how painful it was for little Angelica when her prophetic abilities were taken from her. This must be much worse. Though that part of him wasn’t excised like in her case, it was suppressed. And it must’ve fought back producing ripping pain. He must be remembering it now because the destroyer remembers and bears that pain as well. After all, he was the one that was supressed… Thank Goodness Roxana was there to bring him back. He seemed to be caught in the memory and who knows how and in what way he would’ve come back if it wasn’t for her. But as painful as it is and as much as my heart breaks… this is good, he needs to go through this and beyond the necessity of facing all these things in order to heal and find balance and own his demon and himself, for the time being at least two immediately good things came out of it. First, he witnessed parents who loved him and were suffering along with him. The woman in this memory isn’t the one who repudiated her son as in his previous dream. He must notice the difference. One is a memory and the other a dream that spoke about how he felt about himself but not about the actually circumstances or the people in it…As for the second thing…The memory weakened him to a point he could no longer resist and surrendered and gave himself to a kiss… and, oh Roxana… please, allow yourself that kiss before you panic. We all need this 🙏🙏💙💗🔥🌊💕💙 Thank you, Jasmine for the beautiful scene ❤️. There is such beauty, sweetness and tenderness to it… A grown-up person being dressed and cared for while being weak and vulnerable under someone else’s tender and loving care always touches my heart. Seeing this big powerful man like this is proof that no matter how big or powerful, we are all helpless and vulnerable at times and in need of loving, tender and caring hands who will reassure us that it will all be alright. It also makes me want to comfort him and care for him just like she does 💙😭💔💙💕… Anyway, let’s put those dangerous thoughts aside 😂. I don’t think Skender will try to compel her this time and I’m not sure he would be able to do it even if he tried. Last time it barely worked, and he doesn’t have any strength right now. Both physical or otherwise… What will happen then if someone walks in and finds them like that? Will that be the actual drama and not her freaking out and running away? I really can’t tell. But if she does try to leave, who will prevent her from doing so? Will that be Zarus or Skender himself? Or is that hoping too much? I really like King Isaac so far and so I am hopeful things won’t get complicated with him. But if she doesn’t leave, will he be the one to turn her in? However, is goes, I assume that Roxana will be discovered at some point. Will she follow Lucrezia´s advice? I really do hope…
Poor Skendz and the pain he had to go through when he was young.🥺🥺 His parents can't even do anything bout it..Glad it's who Rox stayed by his side that made him come back to reality. They'd probably get lost in the moment (as Skender and Roxana) ,Roxana gives in and afterwards would leave🥺 maybe he'd reveal to her he knew she's a woman too. I am still hoping she wouldn't leave🙏🙏🙏 thanks for the chap, Jazzy💕
