JasmineJosef
So sweet this chapter, so tender. Also, heart wrenching. Rayven, poor soul, heās so afraid of himself. He hasnāt voiced it, but his choice has been made. He may not have chosen life per se, but he doesnāt want to hurt her or leave her. Honoring his mom and sister I believe has also some weight. And so, as an addict, heās afraid of faltering and falling into temptation. Not being able to not want to die or resist the attraction of death. Furthermore, heās even afraid of just dying, not even by his own hand anymoreā¦ And sheā¦ well, sheās an angel, thatās for sure. Sheās so brave and kind, and sweet and generousā¦ āEven if I donāt get taken care ofā āI missed taking care of someoneā, āI donāt want to be aloneā translate into āLet me take care of you even if you donāt of me, please donāt leave me aloneā. Twice now she has asked. It isnāt something that he can ignore. I love how she never shies away, even if sheās innocent and shy, I love that she waited for him in his bed. I love how their intimacy is growing so much, how she felt like she could shareā¦ I donāt want to be afraid. I hope she remembers Will, I hope as Lucrezia said, heāll find the best way. I hope she will be as brave for this as for everything elseā¦
oh boy, I feel so bad for Rayven. this is going to be hard for them both. Rayven is not good with wording things. I hope it goes as well as can be expected .when she finds out about what he is and that her father was right all along wow. I am surprised that Angelica is so attached to her old house though. thats going to make things even worse