THE END OF THE WORLD STARTED IN 2020.

THE END OF THE WORLD STARTED IN 2020.

At the very beginning of January 2020, the first day, I felt ill, the inside of me was like shaken upside down, a terrible feeling.My surrounding was like spinning and I vomited everything I ate that NEW YEAR celebration.

It was a terrible thing I first experienced in my adult years. I rested, lay down on bed and did what I could to feel myself better, I prayed to GOD as well.I felt fine the next day.

January 3rd came, Iranian Top General Qasem Soleimani died, it sparked war between IRAN and USA.

The next things that happened were VOLCANOES ERUPTION.On January 9th, Volcano in Mexico erupted.On January 11th, Volcano in Japan erupted.On January 12th, Volcano in Philippines erupted (TAAL in Tagaytay). Before it happened, I heard a voice of a man (I cannot see), he was angry saying, "SLAY THEM ALL!".

All classes were suspended in Philippines near the volcano. And many ashfall everywhere in our rented house.I was renting that time near Tagaytay.

On January 20th, Corona virus (covid-19) was in the news already, cases about it were counted almost everyday.

On January 22nd, China reported 17 deaths due to the virus.On January 24th, billions of locusts swarm in East Africa.On January 25th, there's deadly earthquake, magnitude 6.8 in TURKEY, reported 22 deaths, more than a thousand injured.

I was playing that time MOBILE LEGEND, a mobile multiplayer online battle arena game, online on my cellphone.I just played out of boredom, since 2019 I think. Those unknown players online are very provocative, cursing each other, with no reason at time, eventhough the game has not started yet. They are like war-freaks who love to swear every now and then.

I happened to encounter those nonsense players who love to swear, so I fought back as well, swearing at them!And while I was playing, I heard a voice of a woman saying, "YOU SHOULD NOT PLAY THAT KIND OF GAME, YOU ARE IMMORTAL."

Later on, I quitted from playing it. I thought it was the power of the mind, maybe it brought chaos in the real world as well. I realized, as this game was played, the usual phrases in the game were, "SLAY THEM ALL!", "ATTACK THE LORD!", "YOUR ENEMY HAS BEEN SLAIN.", etc. And I compared it on the real world, as the virus cases were increasing, the media was counting the deaths now and then.

I think it was January 22, that evening, I dreamed of someone who gave me a key or keys.I saw him with that blonde wavy hair (shoulder length) like a WHITE MAN. He extended the keys to me and I accepted it. Then, I was about to go to follow his instruction I think, when I heard him speak, "I LOVE YOU."I saw in a far distance, a very long line of people, curving on the road. It was like they're lining up, men and women, to pay for their debts in that place and I was the one who's holding the key for that office. Before I could arrive there I should pass an obstacle, I should climbed up a rocky wall before I could go there.Next, I woke up. 

One time, I heard voices saying: "I miss you."; "I'll return what has been lost to you."

I heard many bitter voices as well, I thought many were hating me, I don't understand it. I thought it's all about me. I thought all the voices I heard are referring to me. (Later, I understand that not all things are about me, as per FATHER GOD. He talked to me in 2021, the following year telling me who I am.)

On February 22, 2020, I got a dream where everyone was in trouble. I saw the road was submerged in water, like a marshland or a quagmire. We cannot walked fast, it's difficult to move forward. I saw a skeletal building, and others are climbing up there, beside that muddy area. Others mocked and laughed at me while I was struggling below. I thought I cannot made it so I prayed to GOD in heaven and suddenly a miracle happened, a dry land, brownish road appeared ahead. GOD answered my prayer. I prayed to GOD for forgiveness of our sins, for our wrong thoughts, words and deeds and HE helped us.

On March 2020, the Philippine government imposed a GENERAL COMMUNITY QUARANTINE (GCQ). There's a lockdown in NCR due to the virus cases. The President that time is RODRIGO DUTERTE.The next months, the lockdown guidelines changed, and the rules/guidelines/policies kept on changing every month or the next time. It was changeable like the change of the wind.First, it was declared GCQ, next, ENHANCED GCQ, next it was MODIFIED GCQ.

I have a quarantine pass so that I could still buy groceries during payday. It's good that I was already working from home since 2018 before the pandemic happened. 

I continued sending financial support to my parents every now and then during this stage, as usual every payday, no matter how small the amount is, as long I could help ease their troubles. And I was sending a cellphone loads to my 2 brothers at home. And one time, a female voice told me, "DON'T SPOIL THEM."

I did not listen to their advice and continued doing it (not until 2021 came, as I went there, and experienced a family conflict where they did not believe me.).

I supported some amount to my other 2 brothers who got affected by the pandemic, they were in "no work no pay" state.Most of the businesses and companies were affected so many people have no work.

Everyone was staying at home, kids cannot go outside, except in the remote areas I think, like in us, kids could still play outside and they were fine.

The people were all in masks, and sometimes it was like too much, mask plus plastic cover on top (I forgot the name). Sometimes, as I wore that, an invisible voice of a woman was like laughing at me. But I said in my mind, "I need to follow this human rules or else I cannot go outside."

Everytime I feel bad, I always call FATHER. I called the LORD, I prayed all the time. 

Around March 2020 as well, I saw avision: a Fiery eyes, red face creature, a male. On that day, my younger brother got sick: epilepsy attacked. It was not a normal attack since he was talking nonsense like a possessed man. He was talking anything like he is a god, speaking about revelation verse and angry to our mother, calling by name only. They took him to Hospital in a city to help him but to no avail.

I gave them 5k to pay for the hospital bill for a day only. They brought him to a faith healer.

 The news was mainly about the Corona Virus Outbreak: confirmed 10 cases in NCR. Italy: Coronavirus death toll in Lombardy region jumps to 366; Iran releases about 70,000 prisoners.

I heard this song one morning, but no music really, it usually popped in my mind as usual, "BRING ME TO LIFE" by Evanescence. I never knew it was about my brother in the hospital.

I was always praying for my brother to be healed by GOD.I just let them do whatever they wanted like our mother going to different faith healers, but only to get money from them.I just gave them the money from my bonuses, the faith healer was asking thousands. I was not sure that time who I am. I was kneeling down every night to pray, and I saw a vision of a man and a voice telling me, "KNEEL DOWN."So I knelt down to pray. "SAY YOUR OWN PRAYER." He said, it was the LORD.The LORD said, that the enemies are using that kind of memorized prayer as well, so better to use your own prayer.

I prayed a lot and thankfully my brother healed eventually from that possessions of the evil spirit. The physical defect cannot be undone like the normal epilepsy. However, the following night, I was attacked by that spirits in black clothes like a witch, flying towards me. It was like they attacked me back due to my brother's sin. I cannot move as lie there on my bed. I tried hard to wake up and was like pinned down spiritually. I tried hard to wake up and made it finally. I knelt down to pray to the FATHER, as I said, "FATHER HELP ME." Then, he came as well, the elders came, it was like BIG MEN above me, with big muscles in white clothes.I saw in my mind, that they were fighting my enemies and surrounded my as I went to sleep soundly.

As I woke up, the next morning, seeing the bright light on my window, I saw a glimpse of a creature, in a priestly garments, cream color, with beautiful design in the middle. I cannot see his face, but I heard his angry words before he disappeared, "INSOLENT!"

He was angry. At first, I don't understand, was it for me or for my enemies. Maybe my enemies. Because the next days, as I rode the jeep, I heard many bitter voices of women (invisible), they're talking bad against me. And one of them said, " SPOILED BRAT! SHE WILL REPORT US TO HIS FATHER LATER."

I was ashamed that time to call FATHER again for help, maybe he's busy in heaven (I said in mind) and I disturbed him. But he answered as well on my head, "NO. CALL ME FOR HELP. YOU CANNOT DO IT ON YOUR OWN."

(IF THERE'S AN END, THERE'S ALSO A BEGINNING)

June 4, 2024