ThirtyTyrants
maybe the story was written by Yan Shuyi as his personal journal of how he failed himself and his disciple...he went into seclusion, was never heard from again, but the journal was somehow discovered many years later.đ wild guess đđ
I think, it's actually Xin Hulei's story, and he had someone like Yan Shuyi in his life, but had lost the person somehow. On a weird conjuncture, i also think that, this person's soul might be on Yao shen, which like i said is just a possibility, or something similar might have happened. Xin Hulei, might have disturbingly found out something, when he kissed Yao Shen, back at the audition.