Arokey
honestly like the way you write relashinships. at least its better then the majority on here that think mass harems are the way to go and significant others are things to be won. in my opinion those stories are not enjoyable as to me harems have a massive problem there will always be a favorite and least favorite and that is not fair to anyone. also if they have kids chances are the dad would care about his favorites kids more then his least favorites which is just awful. while even the best parents have a favorite even if they don't want too and feel guilt about it and will never say it this just magnifies the problem
I am not so much into that of breaking into a "anxiety" for some sort of character development. I mean, anything could even cause it. Some of them are just... Less serious than others, for not use other "term." The only thing that I could relate the ranting of the MC on this chapter is that he seems that there is no hope. It is actually pointless for me. A city could just be destroyed tomorrow if one of the presidents or people in charge of the Nukes goes "mad" and start spamming Nukes on some places. In this case, the Nukes are the "Lords of Order and Chaos." Totally unstoppable. I actually I wonder now if someone is suffering from "anxiety" breaks thinking about Nukes on their heads one day.
Tell your amuque to update, she has been several days without uploading anything, I'm thinking of leaving her and remove my heart, thinking that she fell silent, but seeing this, I hope she continues uploading chapters. I also love your story, although this chapter was weird, but I look forward to more chapters of this fascinating story.