Comments of chapter undefined of Playful Hearts On A Boundary Line [BL]

Oh, and Johan declares that Rus has been his only true love for whom he's willing to go through he'll. Still frustrates and angers me to think what right he thought he had to mess with other men's lives and make them feel they were not good enough, just because he had nothing better to do.. And I still don't understand why Johan keeps repeating he wasn't loved by his family or whatever he thinks. His grandma loved him, his grandpa loved him too but he wanted him to be a certain way, which is way too normal an occurrence in this world and not something unique to Johan,. His father loved him but couldn't spend much time with him due to training. He hated him just because he found love in Mylene but isn't it too selfish of Johan? True, he wanted to know about his birth mother, but its not like he remembered her. May be granny shouldn't have told him she was alive somewhere. And Mylene was always nice to him, he never gave her a chance.