Comments of chapter undefined of Playful Hearts On A Boundary Line [BL]

I don't know what to make of this whole thing anymore. Russell seems to be the first to fall for Jonah but he could never have him, so he used physical intimacy as their unbreakable connection. Apparently their deal is to stop it whenever Jonah gets into a relationship and then get back into it again. But I don't think Adrian should have gotten into this mess. He gave in because it was either lose Jonah or accept what he has with Russell since he's still not in a 'relationship' with Jonah. But if his feelings for Jonah are real and his goal is to get together with him eventually, isn't this too self deprecating for him? How can he forget this if he ever gets into a proper relationship with Jonah? And how can Jonah do this to Adrian when he claims he's in love with Adrian, even rejecting Alden to be with him? His whole fuss about loyalty while being officially in a 'relationship' and his talk about love seems like a farce with how wanton he comes across as. Its like he values the relationship label more than actual feelings. If he really respected his feelings for Adrian, he wouldn't be doing this.

I kind of like Adrian being NTR'd by Russell. Lol. Someone pointed out that my sadistic side shows up when a guy is bigger and stronger. Haha Adrian sees how his actions resembles Raymond's, which is the first step to his growth. But, and I know I keep saying it, I think Russell would make a better boyfriend. (Although I wouldn't mind a poly relationship like this one webtoon that's being released right now. Lol)