Comments of chapter undefined of The Fallen Mage King and the Inquisitor’s Revenge (BL)

Is Amari really dead? Or much closer than we think? I'm probably wrong... I must be but my mind toys with the thought that Julien might be Amari... I have to be wrong, right? Because Amari was terrible (doing horrible things supposedly) and cursed. So I must be wrong, but my mind keeps trying to think otherwise until I find out by reading further. Even if his isn't, Julien's reaction was quite odd. I wonder why... Btw, I love this story so far. Its amazing!!! I love it.