Older Brother 2

For his three years of stay at the military since he came here ahead than the younger brother, he doesn't actually get along well with the other soldiers and he was just nobody in here. Even at the day where their trainings was finished he never made a friend with someone since he was nobody and uninteresting.

Then he saw the moment the younger brother came, he was swarmed with people who wanted to befriend with him. This, make him felt envious. This guy was just newbie but how come he catch everyone's attention that easily, unlike this older brother that was struggling to make some friends.

This continued for years and this younger brother was loved by everyone in the military. However despite those, this younger brother was still concerned and all his attention was for his older brother. Then, here comes the time when the two is always being compared and the situation was becoming worse and worse for the older brother. He felt suffocated just like how felt back then at the orphanage. He wanted to run and would just vanish.

He tried distancing his self away from his younger brother to avoid being pained but this younger brother was just concerned to him and he is willing to be against the world just for the older brother.

But this time, the older brother didn't see it as love anymore, he felt that this younger brother was mocking him and hated him. The older brother started to think wicked and many murder attempts has failed. He suddenly want to kill this younger brother of his.

Ever since they were kids, this younger brother was loved and pampered by everyone on the mansion. He doesn't lack attention and the heart to get along with everyone. He was talented and skilled and not a piece of him was boring. While this older brother who was just an adapt, he has a boring personality that makes everyone to leave him. He isn't interesting and he didn't felt affections nor a value in that mansion and it was all the same at the military.

He had enough and when he reached the position as a Major General, the happiest and the most supportive person back then was this younger brother. He was very proud that his brother has come into such as great feat. The younger brother was also assigned that time as the Captain of the 101th survey unit.

When the two of them came home to bring the good news, the lovely mother was happy for the both of them but the father was the opposite. He suddenly started saying hurtful words that the older brother's possession as a Major General should belong to the younger brother and not him. The father was really disappointed and was criticizing non-stop. Especially that, that great title belongs into this adapt who came into this position if not for the family who helped him to get out from the sh*t hole orphanage.

This is like a face slap to the older brother and before he knew it, this heart of his has already stopped beating and all he can fell was pure animosity.

If he knew that things will turn out this way, he might've refused coming into this family before and he rather remained at that orphanage.

Why is it that his whole existence was this tragic?

Why is he born if he will end up this way after all?

Then, February 14 20XX, that was the infamous Valentines day, a time to celebrate love but it was nothing but a pinnacle to the older brother. That night, is the last time he saw his younger brother who was smiling sincerely to him. The younger brother wasn't aware that in the next day, February 15, he and his unit would die in a gruesome way.

Not to mention, it was his older brother whom he had loved with all his heart was the one behind their brutal murder.

If the younger brother could still talk after knowing that it was his older brother who results them into this, would he be angry?

No, this younger brother was really a kind man, he just wanted the best for his older brother and he is willing to die just for him, why? Is it because he was apathetic? No, this younger brother has seen his older brother pain and struggles and he just wanted to help him and that's all. He loved his older brother more than his self and it was because he was thought to love not to hate.

Who knows himself knows others, for heart can be compared with heart.

But because this older brother let the world to change him, he was blinded to the point that he killed his own brother alongside with his unit. Since the pinnacle won't vanish, he made it vanish by his own hands.

And even after all these years, after all, that younger brother of his has triumphed over this debacle.

In the end, he didn't receive anything when the person he hated the most was dead. He became more and more lonely and isolated.

What is there to expect? He killed the only person who understands him well and has been in his side in every fight.

He killed his hope, now he is nothing but no one once more.

There is more light that can be seen through the window. Help from within always strengthens, but help from without invariably enfeebles its recipient.

This Is how this story begins and end..