I really hope that Mu Qiqi can gain some self confidence and self esteem soon. Sheng Xiao does love her dearly and would do anything for her, the only reason she doesn't fully see that is because she hasn't learnt to accept herself. All she needs to be is herself and he would never abandon her.
That family the one who thrown out and disowned their daughter..... and they also the one whobget furious with all Qiqi move........
Such a waste.... why don't they reflect why their lovely daughter become white lotus........
All I can interprete from her love for xiaoxiao---
Mama I'm in love with a criminal,
and this type of love isn't rational,its physical.
Mama, please don't cry I'll be alright;
All reason aside I just can't deny, I love that guy.