She won’t regret it. She wanted to be beautiful forever in the hearts of the people. The terminal sickness also let her come to that decision. It clearly said she was tired of the pain eating at her. So even though she might feel bad temporarily, I don’t think she will regret it.
Those who commit suicide generally believe that nobody will miss them. Sadly, they cannot see the aftermath their actions leave on friends and relatives. You must be in a terrible place to truly believe that you are so invisible your death wouldn't affect anyone :(
The way her doubt is portrayed feels a lil more human than the usual die and wanna get revenge or some such. Granted, she did suicide instead of dying to a plot.
Anyway i like the human quality in this chapter.
I hope in this life, she would learn to love herself more and be more open. In her past life , she had been quite withdrawn and quiet so I hope she learns to be more open and carefree in her second life
Oh wow wouldn't she have to be careful from some smart people (like future ML) or the people who knew her best previously if she ever met them? Coz it's the same world you know huh.
This novel is different from those that talk about how the MC studies hard before going to school for the first time as the other character. As far as I know she doesn't have any cheats other than those related to her career. Is she just plain smart? 🤔
