18 Chapter 18

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*Hannah POV Past

Ever since last night, I dared not look at Seth's face. Seth is fine, but I looked stupid in there, and Seth saw that. I made a stupid decision and I don't understand why I did it.

Every time I think about it, I want to throw up. Justin is... not what I thought he was.

I felt sick to my stomach remembering the incident and felt very ashamed of it. It wasn't that I wasn't grateful to Seth, but I didn't want to see him for some time.

More specifically I was angry at myself. For being stupid in front of seth.

I walked down the hallway of the school, with my face downcast. I tried to look cheerful and act normal, but I couldn't. I hoped I wouldn't see Justin this time, but I couldn't because we went to the same school and I was bound to see him today.

I walked on regardless of what was going on around me, all I wanted to do was get to class and stay there. What I didn't realize is that everyone is looking at me.

They were pointing at me and whispering to their friends.

I walked towards my locker and only then did I realize that everyone was talking about me. I saw that some were quiet and took their attention away from me and some didn't care and kept whispering without being bothered by me looking at them.

"Helmet..." I tried to call out to someone I considered a friend besides Kat.

"uh.. hey" Clay said and without looking at my eyes.

"What is going on?" I looked around me, "Is there something wrong with me right now?"

Clay understands and knows there is something wrong with these people, all I want from clay right now is that he is on my side. I looked back at clay's face, he wasn't looking at my face and all I saw was... disappointment.

He looked around and seemed to be trying to find a way out of this conversation. "uhh.. I don't know... I need to get to class"

Without letting me speak, he left me and headed to his friend. There I saw clay smiling again, I realized that he was avoiding me.

I went back to my locker and picked up the book for the next lesson, People are still talking behind me. I don't know why this is happening, but I don't like this.

I walked to my class, took out my books and I felt that someone is watching me. The girl with visible tattoos on her neck and piercings on her lips, I think her name is .... Sky? Or something?

"What?" I said and looked at her with a frown on my face. "Nothing..." she said and kept looking at me, like she was trying to judge me or look into me.

"If you want to say something, say it..." I said in exasperation that she didn't say anything to me. But I feel like... she doesn't see me the way other people do. I mean like she's not looking at me like she's already judging me, she's looking at me because she's judging me.

"No... I don't think you do what the photos say" she said and shrugged her shoulders "You are very virgin to me" and turned her attention away from me.

Her words scared me... ".... What photo?" I said and stood up to approach her. "..... you don't see it?" she said with a confused face. "I mean everybody already sees it..."

"...what?" I said and my fear intensified. My eyes trembled and I kept staring at her. she looked at me and sighed "...that's really bad. Someone like you get rumors like that... here" she gave me her phone with a photo on it.

The photo showed me laughing but with my white panties showing. "...what?" was all I could say. I know where is this and I know who took that picture, but everybody knows it too now?.

What's going on?

"yeah... I know it's suck" she looked at me with pity "... I know you don't to do that thing like rumor said." She said, but I didn't listen and I just stared at her phone screen.

I looked at the people around me, they were still looking at me … now I know what other people look at face.. a slut. I see some sneered at me especially with the guy there who was like checking me out. They looked at my body like.... a Bitch.

I can't take this, I am going to breakdown. "I need to go..." I gave her cell phone and stood up. Grabbing my bag and books quickly because I can't stand what they're doing to me.

As I walked out of the classroom, I saw him, I saw him smiling and joking with his friends. I stopped with holding my breath when I saw him, angry at him, and disappointed at myself.

I looked at him with the annoyance I felt, with the anger I felt. "...What the fuck justin?" I said heavily. I couldn't say what I wanted to say, what my mind wanted.

"What?" Justin, realizing I was in front of him, annoyed and felt superior on his face.

"....What did you do?" I said, stopping myself from slapping his face. "ohh... you mean that? Sorry about it" Justin said easily and smiled at me. His smile is the thing I hate the most right now, the thing I'm most sick of right now.

So... this is what I do... I slap him.

*PAK

I slap him hard.

I slap him really hard.

With tears coming out of my eyes, I slapped justin. Seth is right, he is just... evil. I should have listened to Seth, I should have listened to his words, I shouldn't have stopped him for beating him.

"WHAT THE FUCK BITCH?!" justin said, not expecting me to slap him. He didn't think I could do such a thing. He held his flushed cheeks and looked at me with anger on his face.

His friend who was beside him didn't think I would slap him either. He held justin back from losing control, "justin, Justin, Stop" Dempsey said and looked at justin to keep him from doing something he didn't want to.

The students in the classroom heard the sound of my slap and looked out of the classroom. It's not good for them, Justin and his friends. They are basketball team, the proud of the school, they don't want to get suspended for whatever reasons.

"You fucking bitch..." Justin said with anger that he wanted to take out on me.

"WHAT IS GOING ON?" a female voice sounded behind me and Justin stopped but still looked at me angrily.

"Nothing mrs. Bradley..." Dempsey said and made a smile to her. "justin.. let's go" he pulled justin who is still with his anger. As he walked past me "I should have raped you back then and you should have been the woman who opened her crotch to me"

Dempsey heard that, and his friends too but they don't do anything. They just said "dude..knock it off" and pulled Justin next to me.

I broke down, and cried more than before. I just... wanted to go. I stormed out from that hallway, without looking back.

I walked with tears coming out of my eyes until I couldn't hold them back and sat down on the bench and cried. I need someone to stop this... so I walked again after I wiped away my tears. I walk to someone's house, who I should listen to.

I walk to Seth's house... that I don't want to see today, but I need him.

After that I tried to stay strong, I tried to smile after I am in front of his door. I wiped away the tears on my face, and tried to smile like an idiot. After 10 seconds of trying that, I rang his doorbell but there was no sound inside Seth's house.

 I tried ringing the bell again but there was no response. I rang it many times and hoped that someone in the house would hear the bell. Tears welled up in my eyes, I wanted to cry again but the voice of the man inside the house was heard by me.

I felt relieved. I felt... very relieved to hear that voice.

"Wait a second..." I heard his voice. And a few seconds later Seth opened the door with an annoyed face, but when he saw me in front of the door, he changed his face to surprise.

"Hannah..." he said and looked at my face, I moved my body and hugged him tightly and started crying again in his arms.

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