jikanyotomare
pls jedrek, if you cant totally commit yourself to lilac just follow your heart and be with serefina. let lilac go to find her own happiness. The three of you wont be happy in that situation after all. Give up lilac before she would be into you deeply. Shes still young and can recover easily from whatever feelings she developed for jedrek. Jedrek and serefina will go back in each others arms and be happy too