enthu_reader
one thing I don't understand, why does everyone have to bring xinyi's one sided love for zhiyuan again and again? specially caihong? she says that she didn't blame xinyi for having feelings for zhiyuan, what right does she have to even say that? not in the past she could do anything about, and not now, specially not now when xinyi is zhiyuan's wife and mother of his child. she can blame xiaosi, he did something which affected caihong and zhiyuan, but why mentioning xinyi? her existence and her love for zhiyuan didn't even mattered to them, hell!! they didn't even knew!!she wasn't even third party when she wasn't even involved in their life! whenever anyone mock or insult her for loving zhiyuan, I want to slap them hard! and I don't like that caihong is even mentioning about it when she was not the one was affected by it in any way in the past. so she doesn't have to act like she is doing something cool or being open-minded 🙄
[Xiaosi picked her up. "Next time call me instead of trying to get up by yourself." She smiled. "But Zhiyuan will be there with me the next time." His eyelashes trembled and he looked away. "...I hope he wouldn't," he had whispered ever so faintly.] - chapter 129 [Then there is also the thing he said last night... 'I had said, I hope he wouldn't.'] Xiaosi said all these. But now Xiaosi is blaming Zixuan that Zixuan wasn't there for her when Caihong needed help whatever happened that night 7 years ago.
about what happened that night, I have a feeling that maybe Caihong wasn't the only one drugged that night. somewhere here there might be an involvement of caihong's mother and grandpa han into tricking xiaosi in a filthy turn of events. I also do think this all to be related somehow to the disease xiaosi has because like elder sun said that he tends to forget things often. I really want to know xiaosi side of story because he seems hurt and suffered and it doesn't seem like he did all that because of his selfishness or because he wanted to revenge zhiyuan. Indeed tho he's been felt fed lies about zhiyuan but I wonder who'd do that. who can xiaosi trust so much to believe in over his best friend?