Exallion
This MC and I are too alike... I just never got to the point of wanting to kill myself because there are too many books and stories out there for me to read to waste my time by just going and killing myself. No matter how difficult, find a reason to live, because you would be missing out, otherwise.
Mc is not a character. He is the puppet. Storytelling puppet. Everything is aligned with him. All his plans succeed. All his guessed are true. Everyone is wowed by him and compliments or respects him. He is too perfect. Story itself is written in the way that compliments his actions. Even author's words are literally tell us what he is saying, and then he is saying that.(Although it's just a bad writing) Anyway. Although illusion of being qualified enough to succeed is strong, he is actually obviously a singer with phonogramm. He is stunt actor. Whatever he does, world adjusts itself to reach desired results. While there is decorative problems, they don't harm his in any way. They just there to dilute the heavy plot armor concentration.
Hey author I love your story so far and I just wanna say your mc is so much like me its scary. I also have a multiple personality disorder and hardly anyone believes me I've always been to poor to really go to the doctors to make sure but ik I have it. I found out all on my own and im the exact way the mc is I could care less about anyone around me and I was at a point where I was depressed and wanted to commit suicide but I eventually came to terms with it and now I don't care if I die or if I have to kill someone. I have almost no emotions, I can barely feel empathy except for a few people I truly care for. I even sometimes wish for what's happening in the story to happen in real life. I also dont feel like I belong anywhere and its hard sometimes but now I know there are others who know what I'm going through. Thanks for this story you've helped me more than you will ever know.