Meditative Moon
Oh wow...the only word i can think of for her right now is "mendokusai". She's such a pain. Sure you think cold marriages are the norm but hasn't anyone been just nice to you? Ever? Well ladies and gents, if you find yourself in a similar situation...then you may the problem... I mean, she's had a full life with her college and career, if no one's ever been nice to her, she's got some problems, right??
Things like this annoy me because these troubles and misunderstandings are so easily solved by a quick chat. Seriously. How hard is it to sit the guy down and have some rules or whatever. She is uncomfortable and a little resentful for him either not hiding away and being ready to pull out like a puppet for a few family events or for him trying to be helpful and making this situation that she created work. Seriously. Pull your finger out and have a talk!
I felt SO SAD reading this chapter.I mean it SHOWS that she doesn't value herself. And growing up without seeing what an actual marriage is like, not one for status or power but for love(everyone should marry for love) it just makes me sad. And by her thoughts I can see that she doesn't t know how to communicate very well(her thoughts and feelings), something a family is suppose to teach you. Grow into a respectable ***** how is not only responsible but can communicate,give love and receive love. But it looks like she has yo learn all those things. (This going to be quite slow) đđđ