Mu Yiyi
I’m having an issue here. If he doesn’t want to live with Huiling and can not touch her in any way how can this equate to wanting a marriage? From what I can tell from what the author has written he has always given in to her because she is spoiled and because of her family, so he has always denied his own true feelings. So I think this is part of the root cause of his illness, which also got a transference to all women. I guessing she must have been very clingy when they were younger. We still need more information in order to deduce the whole cause of his illness.
This novel is more detailed than the comic. Thank you so much. You know I actually searched for the novel when I started reading the comic, then the novel hadn't been written yet which made me a lot disappointed. But now I can read it conveniently without spending too much as so I guess my prayer was answered