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I had a feeling from the start that Feiyan keep a secret with her, and her cold attitude just a facade. But to know that a young Feiyan witness a traumatic event like that, she acted so bad and like an enemy to Xinxin to 'protect' her from Sun Family. Feiyan took Xinxin's brooch (the one from her mother) to protect her too, because that brooch suppose to belong to the next heir of Sun Family.
Some of our childhood experiences are definitely beyond our ***** age. We just bottle up and transmit/radiate reactions people around us would never understand where it's coming from. Especially because they are swallow in their observations, they judge and castigate us. They assume our purposes and desires. Mostly based on their own perception and personality. Yan'er dear many are in ur ship.😍