I'll be honest. As enlightening as it has been, writing this has been difficult and for the most part something I find hard to engage myself in. Maybe it's because I'm a crap writer or romance just isn't for me. In any case, I don't feel confident in continuing this but at the same time, I don't want to abandon it. So it's hiatus, I apologize to those who have read this or perhaps even like it, but perhaps I'll pick it up in a few months.