1 Prologue

As i woke up from my bed one rainy evening,

i began to remember things i'd rather forget.

it was still like yesterday when human are only called Homo Erectus.

the sight of men picking up women with their clubs and stones.

where only the strongest men will be able to produce offspring of their own.

I unfortunately was not one of those men, i was rather unique during those early years of mine.

oops! i forgot to mention, I've already live 9,999 lives.

yup! i have reincarnated into this

godforsaken planet since the dawn of men.

My name is Mavis, well my new name anyway.

what was my last name again? Michael? Henry?

Clein? bah who cares! I've had plenty of names before.

going back, my earlier years as a Homo Erectus was

kinda disappointing if you ask me, not only was I a hairy runt,

i was also skinny as well.

the other young cavemens always bully me with stick and stones,

and made me their porter for gathering food.

but that all change when i saw my first love! her name was uhh, how should i translate this

in a less weird way? Za eHH Zil. whaddya expect back then when language isn't even a thing!?!?

she in way was a beauty among other cavewomen. slender arms, subtle buttocks, a not so

hairy face. remember there was no make-up or wax back then.

From then on i got inspired to be strong like others were.

i couldn't bring myself to let her be taken by those savages.

day in and day out i worked myself to the bone to be stronger bit by bit,

i swore to myself that someday i will make her my wife even if it means hunting a mammoth.

but as days gone by i noticed that whatever i do my muscles can't be as buffed as the others.

Then i stumbled across something amazing! mammoth bones! not just any old mammoth bones but

a big and pointy one as well. in was then i realized that i can equip myself with these!

upon this discovery i jumped up and dashed to the elders and young cavemen about my idea

and told them about this things that we can make!

lo and behold i shouted! well more like grunted, but what do you know! they just laughed at me.

they looked at me as if i was hitting my head too much, and even telling me to stop trying too hard.

feeling ashamed and depressed about how the elders and cavemen mocked for being a scrawny ass lunatic. i ran out without looking back. as i went into the forest and keep telling myself that i'm not a crazy person for thinking about these things. I went and gathered all the things i need to make sure i survive alone. without looking back i searched for a cave to live in.

Days later after leaving the settlement and heading out to the forest i stumbled upon a cave large enough for me and the materials i need. As i approach the cave slowly to make sure there are no big wild animals living in it. to my surprise it was empty but clearly occupied at some point as there are traces of feces and a nest. I pondered for a while why they left but didn't give too much thought about it. It was settled then this will become my new home and workplace.

I began gathering the bones i discovered and checked them out one by one, looking for that one perfect bone that was pointy and strong to stab animals with. there were teeth and claws but to short to use. there were also thigh bones and leg bones but all of them are blunt.

Time quickly passed and while sorting out all these bones i began to question myself about this THING i'm doing. and thinking that maybe it was not to late to apologize and admit to them that i may have eaten a lot of mushrooms and it all went into my head.

then i remembered her! the woman that made me want to change in the first place.

the reason i was trying so hard to make myself strong.

i started thinking what if the other men takes her and make HER his!

blood started rising to my head as i rage about that thought.

without thinking i started to shout and throw everything in my cave and in that fit madness i smashed one of the bones i was holding with all my strength into the wall of the cave!

*crack* the bone i was hitting with cracked and broke! flinging the broken part right into my head and stopped my tantrum altogether.

upon recovering my thoughts i realized the the bone became sharp and pointy.

then BAM! an idea came to my head. if I cant find the right bone then i have to make it.

with the new epiphany i had, i started gathering the bones again. looking for the thickest and longest, and began shaping it as carefully as i could. bit by bit little by little. i formed the bone into a spear like shape.

Excitedly i tried touching the tip. *prick* AHHH that hurtttts!!!!!

i fucking pricked myself from the sharp point of the bone. and began another tantrum only to realize that i broke the damn thing! sighing from my previous mistake i began to process another one and reminded myself not to touch the pointy stuff.

one was made, then another, a short one, a sharp cutting thing, a heavy blunt one.

one by one i made them, one by one a different purpose.

by the time i finished them all four sunrise and sunset passed.

we didn't have calendars back then okay!

ehem. after finishing all of them i became aware of how hungry i was and how little food supply

i had left. From then it began

My first hunt!

I didn't know what to expect so i started small. after all we are mainly scavengers not hunters.

most of our diets consisted of fruits, nuts, and the occasional leftover prey from medium sized animals. so i went and looked for a medium sized rodent. carefully finding my prey and being extremely careful of not becoming the prey i searched. then i found one it wasn't a rodent but a deer like animal instead. i quickly hid in the bushes and examined my prey. Beautiful I thought to myself,

these creatures so full of vitality and life. appreciation filled my heart and cleansed my mind.

after the quick admiration i readied myself to kill these creatures for my survival and growth.

as i was about to pounce and attack my prey. *woooosh* a large animal with protruding front teeth appeared ahead of me. in that moment i felt fear like never before. death's scent is lingering near me

and slowly creeping up to me.