1 A New Fucked up life chapter 1

-Authors Note-

First time writing. I don't see any of The Magicians Fanfics on here so I thought I'd give it a go.

...Why is every thing black I could swear I was just OHHH SHIT!... I must have died while trying to modify that microwave. I knew I should have fucking listened to that YouTuber who always warns about electrical safety. Well now....where am I? It feels like I've been in this dark void forever with nothing around but my thoughts. I contemplate everything in my life but I realize my memories are getting hazy... I must've been in the darkness for too long.

I feel a sudden rush as my perception changes and I feel like I'm surrounded in goo. I can't breath yet I'm strangely still able to live in this unfamiliar environment. My thoughts start to become clear and I feel some sort of pressure that's pushing me out of my dark but comfortable home. There's a nice and bright light that kind of feels like I'm being moved towards freedom. A great force suddenly brings me out into a new unexpected world.

Quentin... His name is Quentin Coldwater. my beautiful boy. As Soon as I hear those words all I could think is. *What the fuck! I am in the Magicians?!?!? I'm a little infant so I have time, but all I can think about is how dangerous this world is. Yes, it's a world filled with magic. But there are a lot of dangerous magicians and other magical creatures.. I also am not sure if I'll even get to go to Fillory. My last life before I experimented on that microwave was horrible but will my pain from before allow me to use magic?

In the world of The Magicians I know that magic comes from pain. Not just any pain its the pain that comes from the heart and mind that allows Magicians to use magic in this world, it's the kind of pain I don't wish to channel for magic no matter how powerful.

Even though I don't want to have magic through those means, Not by my own choosing I already possess it. My last memories before my unexpected death feel too powerful. I have been betrayed by friends and family, cheated on by my girlfriend. I was fired from a job and to make everything worse just when I was gonna make some Ramen noodles I ran out of propane and couldn't use my stove. So I tried my microwave which also died , I have technology experience and thought I could fix it and the next thing I know I'm rolling in amniotic fluid

Now I'm just gonna have to pass my time untill I get excepted into Brakebills University. But I will absolutely not be the Quentin Coldwater From the TV show I know of. I am Quentin now this is my life and I will become The Strongest Magician and I will not be someone with no self esteem.. but before then I gotta grow up and read Fillory and further with Julia Wicker and build a relationship so that she will love magic as much as I do and hopefully she will come to Brake Bills with me in this Time line.