143 It has finally happened, I have finally cu-come to this, cough

It is with a heavy heart that I have to tell you today that even the greatest geniuses with the most talented brains and inhumane hands (that can't jerk anyone off anyway lmao) will someday in their lives fall under the curse of being incapable to produce the sticky white load that clings onto people's faces and brainwash them to believe they're reading the most epic and amazing content of them all (or maybe not).

All these times, I have continuously uploaded, without taking a break, striving to finish my stories no matter what, but I was finally broken, yes, this great amazing wannabe author was finally broken by the strongest force of it all- yes, time.

and the worst emotional dreading boulder rolling onto our souls- busyness

and the most awful task to have ever worn us down- time management

All these great forces have even rendered me incapable of adhering to my iron will and motto of finishing and pulling through- so today, I have to put myself to the grave and my streak, and bury myself under the shame and disappointment at failing what I have always been so good at (or not).

I will lay to rest until the dawn of the day comes back and I will ascend to heavens again being crowned as the biggest trash of them all.

Lmao, basically, I have to go on a hiatus, gasp, something I have never ever done before when I started a story, but it has finally happened.

I'm very, very insanely busy nowadays, my internship has just finished, and I got a proper job now, and on top of that, I also have other work to go after so I'm unable to write anymore. I have really barely written a chapter of any of my stories for the whole month (or make that months). It must have been 0 or just one chapter.

I had a lot of stuff piled up before I started publishing but now my stock is running out, and I was afraid of it, tbh.

I think the biggest problem for me is that I handwrite and then type the chapters on my comp, then I check all the 200 typos and grammar mistakes for each chap before I come back and edit, as you can see, that's way too much work.

I was debating if I shouldn't get someone to help me edit, but I'm always wary since the person who edits it has to understand and be able to polish the humour or the story to what it is now and I wonder if someone is ever able to match my brilliant brain (ahahaha just kidding, joke joke), so that's a hard task, hence I hesitate to ask someone.

Also, I don't want to spend money on an editor for a free story haha, so there's that.

I'm really sorry guys, we're already halfway finished with the story, but there's still a lot missing. I thought I could churn out all of the rest chapters, then start with the third book with the system from FM, which I was really excited to write.

But now I'm being defeated by 'busy' and tired', (and laziness as well since after work I don't wanna do anything) these two (three) awful opponents, have rendered me to get on my knees and beg for some spare time, but nada.

So, yeah, I hope that when I'm able to continue this story, which I hope won't take too long, you guys will come back and read it again!

Awfully long text just to say I'm busy and have to go on hiatus LMAO

Thank you all for reading and your comments, support everything. I really really enjoyed it, I love you all and thank you for loving the story!

Let's meet again soon!

Also stay healthy, happy and safe!