Seeing the girl..... --------------------------------------

Such a bliss.

"Fufufu"

My head was comfortably being caressed by Aria-sama while I rested on her laps. 

Her slow yet gentle way of carresing my hair was like a magical spell that makes me never wanting to escape from this sensation.

It's like I don't want myself to leave from this position anymore...

I mean....This feeling is so warm and all...And this is the first time that I can feel a sensation of a gentle touch.

I can't help but feel a bit greedy you know....

Aria sama then giggled again but then her expression turned to somewhat serious.

"I'm glad that you enjoy it but now, I think it's about time."

...

Aria-sama stopped caressing me and said that with a apologetic look on her face.

"I see...."

I sighed and pouted a little since I understood the meaning of what she said.

I slowly raised my body from the lap pillow, but to be honest, I still want to be patted by her but I think that already used too much time.

"its okay we can continue it next time~"

"really!?"

I accidentally raised my voice because of the excitement of having a next time, and of course, Aria-sama has a surprised on her face but she quickly returned to the usual smile and gentle gaze that she had.

"oh my~ you are honest now."

"I... Uhmmmm....."

"there there...."

While being embarrassed again, she patted my hair and stood up.

I also followed and stood up facing her.

"it's already time so I will be sending you off to your new body."

"yes....."

I don't know, I just feel a bit upset knowing that I really need to leave now.

It can't be helped...

"ohhh, your face looks so down, you really don't want to go huh."

"!!?"

"No! I uhmmm...."

"My my~You really want to stay with me don't you ~"

She said to me with the teasing voice making me blush again.

But its true that I don't want go, I rather want to stay here with Aria-sama but I know I shouldn't do that.

"good girl~ don't worry I will caress you hair again when you come back here again."

"yes...."

"so it's goodbye for now, don't forget about all the things we talked about a while ago okay~"

"understood....."

And so with her farewell, my body slowly started fading away. I then closed my eyes and smiled for a little knowing that a new life is waiting for me..

"fufufu good luck and take care"

And thats the last words that I heard from Aria-sama who waving her hand with an smile on her face as I felt floating away from her.

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I opened my eyes and what appeared before me was a super large room. But even though it was large it kind of felt eerie to me.

The light inside the room is kind of dim. And it makes me wonder if it's currently night or is the room just dark even if it's daytime.

I then tried turning my head to check my surrounding but, I feel like I couldn't turn it. I then tried using my eyes to look around more but it seems as if it was fixated only to one spot in front of me.

So I guess I'm stuck huh.....

...

Hmmm...This is bothersome huh. Not being able to move my body makes me feel so weak and vulnerable 

I sighed and then focused on the objects that are in my range of view, checking what I could find.

In front of me, or a distance away in front of me, my eyes are fixated on a big dusty and sturdy looking door.

I wonder what's behind that big sturdy door? I honestly want to move but sadly I can't.

ughhh such a bother...

Remembering what I've talked about with Aria-sama from a while ago. She said that I will have to wait for the transfer of magic to get inside my body and I guess my ability to move also comes with that.

Uwaaa... this is annoying.... so annoying..... I can't move my limbs, I can't even move my eyes to look around.

.....So useless!

Hmmmm.

..... Wait come to think of it, If my eyes are able to move sooner, I think that would be kind of creepy.

I mean, I'm currently a doll right?

Imagine having a doll with it eyes moving around, yeah that , I can see myself being burned or like dying early if I were caught.

hahaha....

yeah, I think I will need to be careful.

Anyways, I think I should go collect some information about this place soon after I gain control of my body .

Being completely clueless and unaware of your surroundings can be lead to a fatal mistake afterall.

And now that I mentioned that. This feeling of investigating and planning my moves remind me of something.

....

...Ahh, got it. 

I remember playing some horror like games before where you are in a unknown place and have to gather info's for yourself, and well to be honest.... I find it hard to believe that I will be also imply those in real life this time

but of course this time there are no instruction or objective that will guide me unlike those games. This is my new real life afterall.

Hmmm!?

Wait a minute..... in horror games, there are also monster and some creepy enemies right ? , but thinking about it now, shouldn't be that the enemy here in this situation will be me?

Basically I'm very much like a ghost possessing a doll. in movies, I would ended up being defeated by the protagonists and there will be like a ressurection telling the audience that I'm not completely defeated yet. 

Hmmm yeah...

This situation is really awkward.....

But still how can I collect information when I can't even use my whole body?, do I need to wait for like several days doing nothing.

Arghhhh that sounds too tiring and annoying.

"you brat!, go back into your room!"

!!!!?

As I was busy sorting my thought regarding my body's situation, I heard a voice of angry man shouting, seemingly coming from behind the door.

The door in front of me then suddenly opened with a huge amount of force alongside with the sudden light that startled me but of course it wont be expressed on my face since I'm just a doll.

...

Next after that was a small girl being kicked from behind falling to floor in front of me.

"urkk!"

To kick a little girl, aren't you going to too far? .... Just who is this guy?

"I told you countless times to not leave the room!!"

The one who said that was a man, maybe around the age of 30. He was wearing an expensive looking brown coat paired with pants.

And for his facial figures, he has a neatly shaved beard and blue sharp eyes that are sharp. His blonde hair is also combed back straight. His wrinkles are also not that easily visible.

Honesty..... He really looks like a proper man but this man in front of me..... He is way too different from how he looks.

"but... all I wanted to do is-"

"Enough!!"

The girl tried to answer back but the man is not willing to listen to any of it.

"if I say that you can't then that's it!. "

"that's....."

What a selfish and stupid reason, just what is that sense of thinking.... I'm kind of inching to punch this man's face.

"you better not do this next time!! If you do... "

The man glared at him, and for some reason the child trembled and just looked down.

"..."

"good, remember it this time."

"... "

The child just didn't speak. And the man then lost his interest to continue speaking and just turned around and walked towards the door. .

The man left the room and closed the door again with force causing a loud noise to ring inside the room.

"father...."

The child said in a weak and expressionless tone of voice.

Wait, did she said father?, that man was her father?

"..."

In front of me now was a girl who slowly stood up and turned towards me.

Ehhh.....

once I saw her face, I was taken aback because of how dead her eyes were.

She has a long black hair with a blue dead fish eyes devoid from any light.

Her arms were so thin that some of the bones outline are already visible.

She only wore a ragged out cloth and it also seems to dirty to look at..... doesn't she have any proper clothes??...atleast one?

Anyways..... There was bruises on the girl's skin.....which is a sign that she was hit many times by something.

You know... This appearance is not something a normal girl should have... this is too painful to look at.....Just how badly was she treated by the people around her.

I don't like this....it makes me want to punch those people who done this to her

How can they be so cruel to a girl like this. She looks so broken... this is too much for a girl.

The difference is so drastic compared to my experience in my previous life. Thankfully my so called parents still have some proper thinking and control to not get overboard.

And atleast before, I was still somewhat healthy because of the nannies that were hired and I was also not overly physically abused.

But this girl..... This girl is experiencing a much more worse reality than me isn't she.

How much pain did she get? for how long did she even endured this? Was it like this everyday for her?.

What had she felt so far.... 

I couldn't find myself to even try comparing my hardship with this girl's situation 

Ughhhh.....

Those people..just what kind of humans are they!?

And as I was thinking about my rising annoyance towards the people who done this to a frail girl like this.

The girl slowly approached me and weakly stretched her arms to me before grabbing me and hugging me. 

"Unfortunate..."

Hmmm? Unfortunate?

She then sat down with me placed on top of her laps.

My eyes were pointed towards the girls eyes as I'm positioned face to face with her.

"It's so unfair...."

The girl said that with an awfully cold voice that have a deep strong emotion within.

"This life....Is so unfair..."

The small girl with dead fish eyes slowly released tears that went down her cheeks while having a pained small smile on her face.

"am I..... not a good girl?...*hic*.."

The girl looked at me, and started venting to me. And her tears kept coming out of eyes nonstop...

"why do I need to be locked up? ..... Why do I have to be treated like this? ....."

she then embraced me, and because of that... All that I can able to see this time was only her cloth in front of my eyes. But I could still hear her cry above me.

"why do I need to be left alone?..."

Alone.....That feeling....

She didn't have anyone to rely on..... No one was there for her...no one is protecting her.....It must be hard huh...

Just how much suffering has went through?

"everything is so unfair...*hic*....so unfair..."

she's right..... This is unfair for her.... She doesn't deserve this... I remember saying the same words to myself from before.....but rather than my experience before... She has the most right to say that rather than me.

"I've done nothing wrong and yet....*hic*... "

Crying and coughing.....she continued venting towards me.

"will I need to keep feeling like this?.....*hic*"

I can only listen to all of what she says.... But really .I want to reply to her somewhat...But right now, that's impossible.

"I just want to be happy... But why can't I...*hic*."

And as time flew by as she cried the night.... Her voice gradually lost its strength so the sound was getting lower and lower. And now it was like a whisper.

"I only....want...to be..... loved....."

And soon after that, I couldn't hear anything. Was she done crying?.. is she sleeping? . I also couldn't feel my body, I dont know if I'm laying down and I dont know if she was shaking or not.

And after a long silent time passed, I finally came to the conclusion that she cried herself to sleep.

But still, during all the time that she started venting out in front of me.

I want to hug her... I want to comfort her... Its so frustrating and painful to not be able to do anything for her.

She is suffering so much and right now.... I'm so very close to her..... She is just in front of me and yet I couldn't even do a single thing.

 I'm so useless am I?

This girl cried in front of me yet there was nothing I can do for her.

Several minutes have passed again with me just staring on the girls clothes and doing nothing.

During this time, I tried if I can manage to atleast move a part of my body, but just like before, it didn't work.

I also tried sleeping to pass time but seemingly it seems like I couldn't sleep. I'm not feeling tired and exhausted. But the main thing is.... My eyes were always open, it feels weird to sleep with both of my eyes open you know.

With no other options I can think of to pass the time. I sighed internally and continued staring into the usual spot.

Hmmm!?

I suddenly recalled one of the things Aria-sama told me.

Come to think of it....

She said I can talk to her by praying right?, maybe I should just do that.

Aria-sama.... Please answer.

[hmmmm, you called? That was rather quick]

Wow.... She replied back really quicky too... honestly is she really busy?

[fufufu I'm busy you know... Well sometimes~.....]

sometimes??..... Doesn't that sound fishy and suspicious.

[you don't need to ponder about it~....]

Come to think of it, She is just reading my mind so casually like it's nothing, I don't think I wouldn't need to use my mouth when I'm going to talk to her next time.

[you should use it~it will feel awkward if you don't~]

Well honestly its your fault for reading it that I dont need to use my mouth....

[geh..... Yeah... Anyway what was the reason for calling?]

Ohhhh she changed the subject huh... Oh well.... I will let it slide for now.....

[Its about the girl....]

[Ohhhh.. So how was she?]

[in pain....]

[...]

I'm pretty sure that Aria-sama already knew about this. And I think she could've already acted for her if possible.

[yes.... Well this is why I'm leaving the girl to you....]

I see.... But I would need some guidance, because this is my first time..... Taking care of someone.

[don't worry~ I will be here when you don't know what to do~]

Hearing Aria-sama helping me put my mind to ease. It's true that this is the first time that I will take care of someone but I don't have any idea on how to do it since I'm also someone who didn't receive any tender care when I was young.

Well correction... there is but it was only for a short period of time.

[thank you....]

[fufufu~]

Well unto the next subject. I will need to know about when I could finally move my body... It's so annnoying that I can't do anything about it.

[it will be after tommorow...but during that time, your control of body will still be difficult so one week to be sure]

That's long.... But to be honest....I really want to something for the girl as early as possible.

[if that's what you want then sure~]

Ehhh??... What does she mean by that?

[just wait here okay~]

Huh?....okay?... I'm so confused.... Just what is Aria-sama planning right now?