Chapter 5

She was heavier than I had imagined. She was pregnant, obviously she'd be heavy, my conscience rolled eyes at me.

"GET OFF ME!" She shrieked struggling against me. I glared at her, I wanted to scratch off her face, and I would've done it if Peter hadn't grabbed me by my waist and pulled me away.

"DON'T PETER," I exclaimed, as I dug my nails into his arm. He was somehow not affected by that and his hold on my waist tightened as he used his other hand to contain my moving hands.

"Kayyy, look at me, don't do this, you'll hurt yourself!" He said from the back. I looked down at my sister who was trying to get up and made an attempt to walk and kick her in her face but Peter was stronger. I gasped in pain but he didn't loosen his grip.

Leslie Maureen Blake; one of the middle children of the Blake family, older than me but not the oldest. She looked just like mom, as if God had scanned her and printed Leslie out; the same dark brown waves bounced on her shoulders, those light brown eyes furiously stared at me, they seemed to contain some sort of darkness in them that I could never explain. The oval face perfectly fit with her straight nose. Even her curves resembled moms. And so did most of her personality except she was just twice as selfish as our mother.

"Katniss Jane Blake! How dare you?" My mom gasped as she entered. After she was done helping my sister, she turned her attention back to me as I glared daggers at both of them. My mom opened her mouth to scold me but she didn't get the chance to.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS SHE DOING HERE??? HOW COULD YOU LET HER IN AFTER EVERYTHING SHE HAS DONE TO ME?! SHE IS HAVING A CHILD WITH TYLER, MY EX BOYFRIEND, HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO TOLERATE THAT? SHE SLEPT WITH HIM WHILE I WAS WITH HIM AND YOU'RE ASKING ME HOW DARE I? I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO KILL HER AS WELL AS YOU. YOU HURT ME AS WELL, AND NOT ONCE MOM, YOU DO IT EVERY TIME; YOU CALLED TYLER, DIDN'T YOU-"

I heard the crack in my voice but I had to keep going. Peter's grip had now loosened; my vision began to blur. I had to continue before the Niagara Falls took over.

Taking a deep breath, I continued, "Why do you keep disappointing me, Mom? It's my age for being a disappointment, you're the parent, you're supposed to treat all of us equally. But you choose to prefer Leslie over everyone. Bryan left us because of that. Do you even remember that you have a son? Or two other daughters who constantly need you to be their mother as well?! I always forgave you for everything, all you've put our family through but I can never forget it even if I tried. I decided to let you get away with it. But now I am done mom, I can no longer be the bigger person. I always thought Leslie was more like dad than you but now I know she's just like you."

I finished and backed away. I couldn't deal with this drama anymore. I wanted to run away from this place and never look back. By the time, I reached my room, my cheeks were wet.

I locked the door and sat against it. Why did I have to be born in the messiest family of all? This was not fair to me or anyone. I didn't deserve this, not even one parent was ever there for me, both of them were headaches! I put my head on my knees and sighed. I wasn't going to waste any more tears on this bullshit, just one more year then, I will be off to college. A little knock on my door startled me.

"Are you okay?" Peter questioned.

"Should I lie?" I replied with a question.

"Never Kayyy, not to me. Open the door, please?" He requested. I could picture his furrowed brows on the other side so I decided to open the door.

"I am so sorry, I can't even imagine what you are going through but you'll make it, you always do." I heard him say as he wrapped me in his arms.

"What the hell?" Elena yelled and shook both of us. Peter let me go and turned towards Elena.

"Not today," I murmured.

"Elena, stop over reacting." Peter calmly said.

"Stop over reacting??? You have to stay away from this bitch!" Elena rolled her eyes at me.

"No, I am not arguing with you here, let's go!" Peter took her hand and they both left leaving me alone with my thoughts. Closing the door, I switched off my phone. Today wasn't my day, neither is every day my brain added. I was exhausted so I drifted to sleep as soon as I hit the bed. 

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"Ouchhh!!!" I woke up with a jolt and hit my head against someone. Rubbing my eyes, I got a clearer view of who it was. Smiling to myself, I closed my eyes again.

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