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It does not feel pleasant at all.

I had always suspected if Adian was still in love with Eduardo and whether deep down, I had felt that too involuntarily. Maybe the former Adian and I were somehow connected through the body that we shared and just maybe by a slim chance, I would start sharing everything that had been going on with Adian. However, there hasn't been much luck so far and I haven't come the slightest bit close in figuring out Adian. Maybe I would soon see his life flashing before my eyes and unfold like a camera roll in my dreams but so far, I was only dreaming of things that don't have much bite to it, like the wedding, the break up, the relationship between Eduardo and Adian. But right now, I see both of my lives flashing before my eyes and I kid you not, the whole room of people has their eyes on us.

And Eduardo has his mouth on mine. He kisses sloppy and yes, it doesn't feel pleasant at all.

And he is not stopping at all.