38 Ch.37~♡~

**Y/N's POV**

I recalled it all. I saw everything that happened when i died, few days ago.

I saw how Yoongi stayed here. How he messed everything up. How he disagreed to the other kings when they are convincing him to go out too.

How he shouted my name, begging me to comeback.

How he cried.

And how hurt he was.

While recalling it all, i felt pain in my heart. I again don't know why.

Maybe i just feel sad because he/they are hurt because of me?

Or maybe i was just concerned at all?

So now that my room's messy, i just went outside in the pool area and call father.

H.F: "what is it my dear?"

Y/N: "i wanna ask for your big favor."

H.F: "what favor is that?"

Y/N: "i hurt the Kings. I made them so sad when i died father."

"They told me their situation when i was gone."

"I feel so bad that i made them feel that. I-i want to do something to make it up to them."

"So i'm asking for your favor if they can talk to their father."

"That's the only idea i knew. Can you please help me with that?"

H.F: "alright, but they can't talk always like day by day. They are not allowed."

"Call again if the kings are ready."

Y/N: "thank you so much father!" I happily said as i end it and went inside to gather the Kings.

"My Majesties!" Thankfully they are still in the living room.

Jin: "what's up Y/n?"

Y/N: "i ahmm came up with an idea to make it all up to you."

RM: "we told you Y/n, it's all okay now 'cause you're alive."

Taehyung: "that's right. Just never leave us again."

Y/N: "i still feel bad. I won't feel relieve if i didn't do something."

Yoongi: "fine. So what's this idea?" He asked, a bit off as his situation in my room flashed back.

Y/N: "i hope this will make you all feel okay and happy again."

By that, i stick my hand to call father again.

Then the Kings' Father showed up.

"Father." They said in unison. Shocked on what they are just seeing.

Fthr: "my sons." He replied in awe.

Me and Yeonjun excused ourselves so that they can talk all they want.

I can see their eyes just lit up when they saw their father.

I won't feel worry about former king, talking about me being a Queen since i mentioned to him before that i was hidding it.

*timeskip*

Me and Yeonjun came back and sat down.

Y/N: "how was it? Do y'all feel happy now?"

"Your father told me before how he misses y'all so much that he's always thinking of you and badly want to be together again."

"So--"

Jin: "thank you so much Y/n. Really." He sincerly smiled same with the others.

Jungkook: "we never got a chance to talk with our father since they sent us here 'cause no one can help us."

"But now you're here to make it possible."

Taehyung: "my feelings are mix right now."

"I feel sad, happy, relief, tear up and more because i really miss him so much."

I just i smiled at them in awe. I was happy 'cause i made the right idea.

Then the three youngest stood up and hugged me.

Jimin: "thank you so so much. Saying it is not enough."

Y/N: "i'm happy that i came up with that idea." You giggle.

Hobi: "you're the bestest bestfriend i ever had." He showed me his sunshine smile.

RM: "you did so much for us Y/n. What will we still ask for a savior? You make impossible things possible."

"Words can't tell how much thankful we are to have you."

Y/N: "aww thank you for that."

My gaze landed on Yoongi who just sighed deeply while looking down.

"King Yoongi, i knew how thankful you are too."

"You're just that stupid of telling it."

"You just don't know how to express your feelings. That makes you more stupid."

"But i understand." I playfully winked as he now smiled, giving me his gummy smile that i love.

Jimin: "by the way, are we really allowed to have a talk with father?"

Y/N: "well honestly no."

"I just risked something of mine so that you can talk with the former king."

Jin: "risk?! Come on Y/n, what is it?!"

Y/N: "you know before i got sent here, highest father explained all the rules to me."

"About limits. My life has a limit. My visiting at our world also has a limit when i'm not still done with my mission here."

"And also, there's a limit of calling my mother."

Yoongi: "and what did you risked?"

Y/N: "calling my mother."

Jin: "what?! Why?! For sure you'll stay here longer since you didn't face Lucifer yet."

"What if you miss your mother and suddenly wants to talk to her but you finally reached the limit?!"

Y/N: "i--"

RM: "why didn't you ask us about it first?"

Y/N: "let me explain first, okay?"

"I risked one of it for all of you. You never got to talk with your father for over 100 years now!"

"And i just got sent here. I won't miss my mother that much. Not that i don't love her."

"So don't worry. I risked it for the better and for all of you."

"Take it as a gift."

Jin: "YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO LEAVE OUR LIVES! UNDERSTAND?!"

"DON'T YOU DARE TO LEAVE US NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS."

"WE COMMAND YOU TO STAY UNTIL WE DIE. THAT'S IT! NO COMING OUT OF OUR LIVES!"

I chuckled after he said that as the other kings agreed with him.

Y/N: "yes, My Majesties." I bowed, earning giggles from them.

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I am now here in my garden, sitting at the grass infront of the small lake with Yoongi.

I was walking around when found him here alone so i decided to sat down and have a talk with him.

Y/N: "i'm sorry."

Yoongi: "for what?"

Y/N: "for leaving you that day."

He just looked at me.

"I found my room messy earlier. Since i got powers, i recall everything that just happened there."

"I saw how miserable you are while staying there."

"I can't understand why are you affected that much than others but i just considered it that maybe you're that concerned much or maybe afraid of losing your first savior, thinking that i'll be the last too."

Yoongi: "it's just that i was in so much pain i never experienced. I never thought that the pain i felt in the past were be the most painful for me but it's not."

Pain he felt in the past???

"I'm not afraid 'cause i'm really scared. Scared of losing you."

"You just came to my life but you left just like that."

"I can't accept it. It's hard and painful. Especially that i found out that you're my sou--" Then he stopped, confusing me.

"Never mind that."

"But i want you to know that i don't have anything to wish for about our savior. You're enough for us, for me."

"Also i'm sorry for messing your room. I'll help you to clean it." He smiled.

Then the sparkling feelings were inside of me again. Coming way up to my heart.

Y/N: "i'll count on you." He nodded

"You're confusing me sometimes. Not just you, but there's also some things that was wrecking me."

Yoongi: "what do you mean?"

Y/N: "it's about my feelings."