Getting Stable...

my mind is a mess of conflicting thoughts and emotions. Three days have passed since my memories came flooding back, and I still can't seem to make sense of who I am. Am I John, Or am I Ethan Darkwing, My mind is a jumbled mess of memories, and I can't seem to separate what is real from what is not.

But I've decided to put these thoughts aside for now. Whoever I am, I am here, in this moment, and I need to focus on what's in front of me. And right now, This is my reality..

Well Let's get some fresh air…

As I sit in front of the window, staring outside, I can't help but still feel overwhelmed by this grand castle of duke darkwing,

IT'S HUGE!!

It's a sight to behold, with its tall spires reaching towards the sky and its walls made of a dark, polished stone that seems to absorb the light. The castle is surrounded by a moat… It has 4 huge magical golden wings inscribed in it, from all four sides, which forms some kind of invisible magical shield around the castle

But that's not all … the moat is surrounded by blue liquid… no that's not water… it's some kind of magical gel and under that gel there are advanced weapons hidden which can activate in a state of emergency ….

As I continue to gaze out the window, I can't help but think about the man I will become, Ethan Darkwing. I know what will I be in future, I am a small time villain character in the game, known for my evil deeds. I will often use my power and influence to get what I want, and will stop at nothing to achieve my goals

My evil deeds will be many, heinous even. I will kidnap and torture innocent people for my own twisted pleasure. I will engage in human sacrifice, offering up innocent lives to the dark forces I will worship as a member of a cult that worship the Asuras. I will believe that by offering up human sacrifices, I will gain the favor of these powerful beings.

I will be a nuisance to the heroines even getting engaged to one of them, and that will be my biggest mistake … Because I would be then entangled with the protagonist.

Myh evil deeds will be exposed, I will loose my Dukedom and will be publicly executed.

I can't help but feel a sense of disgust as I think about the man I will become.

But I am determined not to become that person. I am only 11 years old now, and there are still 5 years before the story of the game begins. I am determined to not involve myself with any cults, and to not engage in the same evil deeds that Ethan will. I will make a different path for myself, and will not let my future self control my actions. I will not let my past dictate my future.

As I continue to sit in front of the window, I make a silent vow to myself to change my fate and become a better person. I will not let my future self become the monster I know he will be. I will take control of my own destiny, and make a name for myself that is not tainted by evil.

my attention is suddenly drawn to the sound of clashing swords and the crackle of magic. I look out to the practice field and see the guards of the Duke engaged in an intense battle training. They wield their swords with precision and skill, their movements graceful and deadly.

As I watch, one guard sends a blast of fire towards another guard who deflects it with a shield spell. Another guard uses a spell to summon a gust of wind which knocks down another guard.

THEIR MAGIC IS ON FULL DISPLAY, with many bolts of lightning and blasts of fire flying throughout the field, Of course there are protective barriers covering the entire field to protect the people from this intense impact who are outside of it.

The guards are locked in a fierce battle, their faces set in determination as they fight to hone their skills and protect their Duke. I can't help but feel a sense of awe Towards them, as they push themselves to the limit in the name of protecting the castle and its inhabitants.

. The sight fills me with a sense of inspiration and determination, as I know that if I work hard, I too can become as strong and skilled as they are.

It's a mysterious world with both magic and technology…

But the magic was not always a part of it, they don't even call it magic… it's called astral energy, no It doesn't means it come from stars and space… but it comes from a whole different dimension..

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Dear readers, this is a short chapter... where MC stabilizes ... after this the next chapter will have some cool history of this magically advanced world.

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