"Bitch I Love You"

His breath was clearly heard in my ears, making a loud bang from my heart. "I love you" He said. I opened my eyes, took a deep breath and turned my head slowly. A handsome young man looked at me full of love, his somber eyes took me into his love game. I muttered as his wet lips touched the side of my neck, knocking me away with words I could no longer afford to compose. "Mas Damar." Softly. I felt my hand in his grasp, gently stroked and kissed the back of my right hand.

Mas Damar's sad face looked at me deeply, his parted lower lip trembled lightly. Mas Damar brought his face closer to mine, getting closer until I closed my eyes when a springy object touched my lips. I fell asleep in Mas Damar's arms, his wet and warm lips brushing every inch of my body. Made me squirm like a worm in the heat of the day.

Mas Damar led me, took off his black jeans and took out his heirloom. I was surprised when I saw his manhood, it was huge. Even 3x bigger than my sister-in-law's. I swept the base of Mas Damar's penis with my tongue, kissed his penis hole slowly and inserted the tip of my tongue into it. Mas Damar wriggled loudly, his grip on my hair asking for more.

I sucked the head of Mas Damar's penis strongly and put the entire shaft of his penis into my mouth, the size and length of his penis made it difficult for me, I felt the base of his penis sinking through my throat. I tilted my head back, sucking mas Damar's male penis quickly. Mas Damar was seen wailing incoherently until he finally buried my face deeper to suck his dick. Mas Damar's penis swelled bigger before finally warm liquid came out and filled my mouth.

The salty and fishy taste combined, made me nauseous and threw up everything. I wiped the tears that reflexed out of my eyes and took some tissue sheets to clean my lips from Mas Damar's sperm. "Very nice deck." Said Mas Damar who was still rubbing his limp penis. "Are you sure you don't want to try to enter it? I'll give you a discount!" I say. Mas Damar closed his eyes. "No ah.. This isn't enough. It's really good." Racau it. I mumbled and put on my underwear. "It tastes 3x better than my wife's lobamg, you know!" My seduction.

Mas Damar looked at me confused. "Really? But the anal canal is very narrow. It's a pity you'll be in pain for sure." Said Mr. Damar. "It only hurts at first, then it's good to go there. The narrower the better, the better, mas, later on, your penis will feel very satisfied." I explained. Mas Damar stroked my hair. "You can do this.. Well, then, mas, try it, but if you are addicted, you have to be responsible." Mas Damar said smiling. I pointed my thumb at him.

Mas Damar packed up his appearance and gave me the amount of money that we had agreed on beforehand. "Here, thank you more, thank you!" Mas Damar said to give me money before he finally left me in the room alone. I smiled happily, counting the money Mas Damar gave me. "It's okay to play with Mas Damar! You're handsome, rich, good again!!!" I say.

****

Oh yes, my name is Radju Saputra, people usually call me Radju or Putra. I was 17 years old recently, many thought that I was a model. That's why I put my good looks to good use. You need to know that I am a paid man or what is usually called an escort, emmm maybe if people used to call me a "cat" Why? Since I was born I have been abandoned by my parents, no they haven't died. But they deliberately left me and chose to be with their new family.

My mother and father divorced when I was 8 years old, and each of them decided to remarry. Oh yes, I have an older sister named Nesa, she is married and has 2 children. When my parents divorced, mba Nesa raised me. He didn't even allow me to meet my father or mother. I don't know... Because I never wanted to see my parents either. Share a little story.. The first time I plunged into this despicable world happened when I was 15 years old. That night my sister went to stay at her in-laws' house to help with the wedding.

So I was alone at home with only my sister-in-law and her two children. Oh yes, first I want to describe my sister-in-law. Her name is Mauliki and people used to call her Kiki. He is 29 years old now, has tan skin and is 177cm tall. Her oriental and cool face also gives a sweet impression. He also has dimples on both of his cheeks. OK, long story short... That night I fell into a deep sleep, but somehow I felt the breath of someone so close to me.. And a wet object touching the wall of my neck woke me from the dream I was exploring.

"Master Kiki!" I screamed when I realized my brother-in-law was beside me. Mas Kiki closed his eyes, opened his shorts and pulled out his already tense penis. "Don't be noisy.. Later Arsyad and Dinda wake up." he says. Mas Kiki pulled my hand, put it on top of his penis that had grown to the maximum. "What the hell!" I avoided his hand. As if not hearing my words, Mas Kiki who was lying beside me swiftly sat on top of me. He took off his red shirt and showed his whole body in front of me. Mas Kiki mumbled, bringing her sad face closer to mine. Staring at the shirt I met above to reveal my two nipples. Instantly his wet tongue brushed against my nipples roughly making me startle and almost scream. Quickly, Kiki covered my mouth with her hand.

He continued playing, sucking one bite and sucking my nipple roughly. Without feeling the shaft of my cock vibrated and stood up slowly. Mas Kiki let go of his hand on my mouth, his wet lips continued to lick and suck my left nipple while his other hand squeezed my right nipple. I rolled to feel the pleasure that Mas Kiki gave. Once satisfied with his play on my nozzle to the point of making it red, now he goes to suck and kiss my neck. He sucked my neck hard and at that moment I enjoyed the very, very good taste. I don't feel like I put my hand on Mas Kiki's back.

The moan that came out of my mouth made it even more vicious. It left my neck with some red marks engraved on it. Quickly his wet lips kissed mine, which were still tightly closed, the pressure of his tongue forcing me to open my lips. Our tongues together now, mas Kiki also sucks my upper and lower lips alternately. Satisfied with the game, Mas Kiki took off all his pants. Now there was not a single thread covering her body.

Mas Kiki led me, asked me to shake his cock and suck it. My heart was beating fast when my hand gripped mas Kiki's penis. His hand caressed my head and the look in his eyes signaled me to suck his dick. Slightly hesitant, I opened my mouth slowly and put the head of Kiki's penis right on my lips until I finally put all of his dick into my mouth. Mas Kiki could no longer hold back his moans when I sucked his penis, I licked his head continuously and re-entered the entire shaft of his penis into my mouth.

Mas Kiki grabbed my hair tightly while pushing his dick into my mouth. The faster the rhythm that Mas Kiki gave me until I choked on his penis several times. Mas Kiki changed his position, he took off my pants roughly and opened my legs wide. "Ma..what are you going to do?" I said a little scared. Mas Kiki looked at me for a moment then spat on his hand and put it on the shaft of his penis. Mas Kiki lifted my right leg to sit on his shoulder while guiding his tense and spit-covered penis into my ass hole. "Aww it hurts! Mas already please!" I groaned when I thought Kiki's penis was trying to sink into my anus. "It only hurts at first, honey! You'll also be comfortable and ask for more." he said. I trembled, I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. Seeing me like that, Kiki looks even more violent.

He opened my crotch wide and with one beat the entire shaft of his penis fell into my anus. "Arrgggh!" My moans are in pain. It felt like it was being torn apart, the heat was stinging all together. I also feel heartburn. I cried out loud, but Mas Kiki accelerated the rhythm of his penis boosting my narrow anus. The longer I started to get used to mas Kiki's penis boost, the aches and pains that I felt gradually disappeared and turned into a sense of pleasure that is difficult for me to explain. Mas Kiki raved erratically, the louder the boost he gave, causing an echoing sound. I who was lulled by the game just groaned pleasure. The faster Kiki's fist gave her until she gave a long groan and hugged me tightly. A warm liquid wet the walls of my anus, the fluid repeatedly spurted several times before finally disappearing.

Mas Kiki pulled his penis from my anus, at that time a thick white liquid mixed with blood came out of my anus. I winced in pain coupled with what I released from my anus made me even more scared. "It's okay, that's a sign I've broken your virginity." Obviously Mr. Kiki. "But it hurts mas.." I whispered. "3 days at most, then it will be normal again." He said as he put on his clothes. "Your hole is really nice, you know, you've been using it for a long time." He continued as he left my room. I froze, pain and fear mingling. The tears that kept flowing through my eyes made me rage even more. I took my clothes and rushed to clean myself in the bathroom. Since that incident, Mas Kiki often asked me to have sex with him, even in the morning when I was about to go to school. I don't know what I feel but I always can't refuse his request, even several times I started it by groping him while he was asleep.

***

The scorching sun was already soaring through the window that I didn't close tightly. "Uncle Radju wake up uncle." My two nephews woke me up, as usual they disturbed my sweet dreams in the morning. "Yes yes!" My moan opened my eyes and quickly got up. Like the previous days, I always took my two nieces to school.

Because the two of them are very close to me, and only want to go to school with me. Arsyad is the eldest child of my brother, he is 7 years old and is now in the 2nd grade of elementary school. While Dinda's sister is 1 year different from him. "Son?" The sound of someone calling my name made me turn around. "Eh, Fajr?" I said approaching him. "After sending Arsyad and Dinda, right?" she asked. "Yes ma'am.." I answered briefly and smiled.

Mr. Fajar nodded slightly. "Oh, well, let's just be together, bro. Too bad it's hot like this, it'll be black, haha." Offer Mr Fajar. I nodded and hurriedly sat down on his classic motorbike. On the way, Fajar and I were silent for some time. "Ummm son.." said Fajar, opening the conversation. "Yes man?" I asked. "When did you quit your job?" she asked. I was silent for a moment, I don't know what Fajar meant. "Ma..what do you mean Fajar?" I asked. Mas Fajar stopped his motorbike on the side of the road and turned to look at me. "So a paid man.." He explained. Like being struck by lightning, Fajar's words managed to make the hairs on my neck stand up. "Ma.. do you know where?" I asked slowly. "From Tejo.." The answer was short.I was silent for a moment, Mas Tejo was a coolie who had hired me to have sex with him. "Don't think about it.. My advice is you better quit your job quickly." Connect with Fajar.

I rushed down from the ride of Fajar's motorbike. "What do you know? Do you think that when I stop being a paid man, my life will be better?! No mas!" I explained. "I hope you don't have to worry about my work, after all, it won't hurt you at all, right?" Connect me. "It's not like that Put, but I just.." He stammered. "What? Do you want to hire me? Don't have money? It's okay, I'll give it for free! As long as you keep your mouth shut tight, yes!" I said rudely and rushed to leave Mr. Fajar who was glued to his feet alone. I don't know how but Mas Tejo is the worst customer I've ever met.How could he tell me about my work? Especially to Mr. Fajar who incidentally is one of the influential people in the village.

Mas Fajar is my classmate at school. When I entered junior high school he was already in the 3rd grade of high school. Yes, schools in my village are integrated, from kindergarten to high school. I don't know even before, Fajar and I weren't that close, let alone chatting. When he passed me he didn't even want to look at me. Mas Fajar was one of the popular people at school, from kindergarten to high school everyone knew him. His handsome face with a thin mustache and tall body made him sought after by the girls at school. I remember an incident back at school, where I was humiliated by my senior in high school. Since middle school, many people have bullied me, whether it's by playing pranks on me or stealing my pocket money.

It was school farewell, and Fajar graduated. Some students who have talent show their abilities on a simple stage. At that time, I was going to the 2nd grade of junior high school, and my teacher asked me to be an additional committee.

As an event assistant, preparing various food needs for the invitees. I remember, at that time a bunch of bad boys pranked me. They doused me with syrup just because I didn't heed it to take my clothes off the committee. "What are you doing?" A loud snap sounded clear to my ears. I who was already wet and sticky with syrup could only cry and close my eyes, avoiding the spectacle of the other students. "No one should be rude to my brother! Even after I graduate!" He snapped again. I opened my eyes slowly.

Someone is standing in front of me now, with a neat black suit, Mas Fajar looks even more handsome. "Once again I hear you guys are causing trouble with Putra, I won't spare you." Connect again. "Ma..sorry! We promise not to disturb Radju again." Say a bunch of kids earlier. Mas Fajar woke me up and instructed me to enter the UKS. "You should be able to fight them." Said Fajar while cleaning my face with a small towel. I just stood still, my eyes staring straight at the infirmary floor. "You're Mrs. Nesa's sister, right?" he asked again. I nodded. "Thank you, sir, for helping Radju." Mas Fajar smiled and nodded. "Furthermore, no one will dare to disturb Putra again, if someone disturbs him again, just say it, sir." Obviously. I nodded firmly, since then I have become closer to Fajar.

After graduating from school, Fajar continued his studies to study in Jakarta.

He'd only been back in the village for a few months, now he's settled and has a bachelor's degree. I still remember his first arrival to this village was greeted enthusiastically, especially considering that Fajar is the son of the village head. And to my delight, he still treats me well. Even the call remains unchanged to me.. He still calls me Putra, even though everyone has called me Radju.

*

Srrrsshhh.. The sound of splashing fish being fried boomed in the kitchen. "Radju?! Why are you daydreaming? Watch out, you won't know if your hands are cut." Mrs. Nesa's voice interrupted my thoughts. "Ah, who's daydreaming, ma'am." I dodged and went back to slicing carrots. "Well, that was slicing a carrot earlier but his eyes were blank in front of him." Add Ms. Nesa. I smiled a little showing my teeth. "Oh yes, Ms. Nesa.. Do you think I should continue my studies?" I asked. Mba Nesa pulled a stool at the dining table and sat facing me. "Well that's good! You're a boy, so you have to go to high school." Obviously. I smirked. "Emm.. But if you go to college, I'll definitely help you as much as I can." Obviously.

I grabbed my little sister's hand. "Don't worry about it, Radju can work later." I explained. "Isn't it hard? Are you studying and working at the same time? It's better to talk to your mom and dad later." he said. "No! Please don't involve mom and dad. I'm sure I can do it myself." I asked convincingly. Mba Nesa smiled and nodded. Continuing his job of cooking food for our lunch. *knock knock* "Excuse me.." The sound of someone coming to visit knocked on our door. Mba Nesa hurriedly turned off the stove and opened the door. "Eh Fajar! Come in here! There.. Radju is in the kitchen cooking.."

Ms. Nesa's excited voice made me stutter, especially after hearing Fajar's name. Immediately, I felt my heart stop. "What does he want to come to my house? Does he want to tell Mrs. Nesa about my profession as a paid man?" I'm worried. Mas Fajar smiled as he looked at me, mba Nesa immediately asked him to sit on the dining table chair opposite me while he prepared a drink. "Drink first, Dawn deck." Asked Mrs. Nesa. "Oh yes, thank you ma'am, sorry Fajar for bothering me." he said. "Stop dropping by, what's wrong?" Asked Mrs. Nesa to open the conversation. "Emm.. Here you go, madam. It's about Putra." He said doubtfully. Like being stung by a spark.

My heart was burning, anxiety and fear all rolled into one. Moreover, the sun continued to stare at me from earlier. "God.. Help me! I promise to stop being a gigolo if Fajar doesn't reveal everything!" I hope in my heart. "It's like this, Ms. Nesa. Fajar heard that Putra had graduated, right? And he said he wasn't working yet. Incidentally, in Jakarta, Fajar has a company that is growing. Now Fajar wants to invite Putra to work there." Obviously Mr. Fajar. Mba Nesa immediately became hysterical and sat right next to me. "Really, deck!? Really, Rad, it's a coincidence that you're not working yet!" Samber Ms. Nesa. I muttered and looked at Mas Fajar who kept looking at me. "Eh, but he said that Radju wants to continue his studies, sis, it's up to Radju. After all, it's Radju who does it." Connected Mrs. Nesa who saw me did not respond. "It's okay ma'am. Later, Putra can go to college, okay, just take a job." Answer Mr. Fajar.

Mba Nesa nudged me a few times, hinting for me to answer Fajar's offer. "I thought I'd think about it, sir." I answered flatly. "Yeah, don't be in a hurry. Just relax." Obviously. "Is Fajar going back to Jakarta?" Ask Mrs. Nesa. Mr. Fajar smiled. "Yes ma'am. Because Fajar has to handle the company." The answer. "Oh, when are you going to Jakarta?" Ask Ms. Nesa again. "I'm leaving on Saturday." The answer. Mba Nesa nodded in understanding. "Well, deck, continue talking to Radju sek, ma'am, I want to feed Dinda, I'm already fussy." Mrs. Nesa said.

"Oh yes ma'am. Please." replied Mr. Fajar. Mba Nesa left me, who was glued to me with Mr. Fajar. "Do you think about Fajar's offer.. Who knows you can quit your dirty work. Mas, don't force it, the important thing is that you don't want to be damaged." His long words opened the conversation. I remained silent a thousand languages, even I couldn't look at his eyes that kept looking at me. "Later, you can stay temporarily in Fajar's apartment if you want, so you don't have to spend money. After all, I'll help you clean the house." Connect again. I lifted my face to look at him. "You're here to collect, right? Okay, I'll keep my promise, where are we going to have sex?" I said curtly and quickly stood up. Mr. Fajar took my hand.

"What are you talking about? Mas never had any intention of having sex with you! Mas only offered an opportunity for you to change for the better! If you don't want to, that's fine. But you need to remember, you are not someone who likes to play like that. kind! Mas not gay. Excuse me!" Obviously, Fajar took a long time and went home leaving me standing stiffly.

****

I propped my chin out the window, staring at the stars that scattered beautifully adorning the dark sky. "How's Rad?" Asked Mrs. Nesa to break my daydream. "How's it going?" I asked. "About the offer that Fajar gave." Answer Mrs. Nesa. I turned to look at mba Nesa who was folding clothes. "I'm confused ma'am.." I whispered. Mba Nesa stopped what she was doing and looked at me. "Why?" she asked. "On the one hand I'm happy ma'am, but on the other hand I can't leave you alone." I answered. Ms. Nesa smiled. "Don't think about things. I'm happy if you can pursue your dreams. I hope your life can change for the better." Obviously Mrs. Nesa. "Chase your dreams as high as possible. he added.

I racked my brain, Mrs. Nesa's words were true. And it would be good if I could go to college and work, wouldn't it? Chances are I can get out of my job to become a paid man.

***

*knock knock* I knocked on the door of Mr. Fajar's house. It's only 8 o'clock but the house is very quiet. "Eh son?" Said Fajar when he found me visiting his house. "Oh, so you want to accept the offer, mas? That's good! You just have to get ready." It was clear, Fajar, after I told him that I accepted his offer. "Yes, mas. I also want to be independent, poor Nesa, I keep bothering." I say. Mas Fajar nodded and took a sip of the tea he had just brought. "Why is the house so quiet? Where are the people at home?" I asked. "Oh papa and mama are out to the other village, there is an invitation." The answer.

I looked at Mr. Fajar who continued to focus on the shows on television. My gaze moved towards Fajar's crotch, he was wearing short black boxer shorts showing his thighs covered with thick fur. I swallowed my saliva.

No, I have no intention of having sex with him, I just want to test him. I held the mound in the middle of Fajar's crotch and squeezed it. Gosh, Mr. Fajar is not wearing his underwear. The shaft of his penis was felt when I held it. In a state of sleep, Mas Fajar's penis is quite large. I kept squeezing Fajar's penis. There was no response from him. Mas Fajar turned to look at me with a sad look, bringing his handsome face closer to me.

"Stop squeezing my dick, and I think you should hurry home." He whispered. Mas Fajar pushed my hand away roughly and entered his room. I who got this treatment could only be silent a thousand languages. On the way home, my brain kept thinking.

"Mas Fajar isn't funny even though I squeezed it? It means that he really doesn't have any intention of ML with me!" I say alone. I muttered. "I thought he asked me to work because he wanted to fuck me later. But I was wrong." Connect me. I smiled happily, i l had decided to work with him. But now my worries about him are gone.

Lord..

Hopefully this is a good start for me to start a new life.

To be continued~