1 'Aaitra' a fragnance of courage

My name is Aarvis sar Sen.A dark coloured ambitious man and a graduate law student . Aged twenty six, i could figured out my self is a getting rid of nostalgia. A affection towards my thoughts from the past. Which was always hitting me all around. sentimental longing for something was always dragging me back.

Let me tell you about those sentiments.

That whole shitting experiences of mine and those beautiful journey of life that happend to me.

It was the year 1994.

I was like chubby dark skinned personality guy . A guy who was neutralized by the comfortzone. I was like a street hot burgers but very sharp. Every morning while at mirror, i felt like i was a pumped tube wrapped by the roasted beans . Totally unuseable.Apart from looks and personality, i was an ambitious , curious and ambiguity towards the coming future.

The only best things i had was a sensation around myself,a bunch of questions and my sense of seriousness.When ever i caught my self infront of mirror i felt like going exercise with 4 am alarm,joining to gym day after tomorrow ,thinking of controlling the foods after eating, Jogging while asleep.My day to daily routine. I felt like my belly was growing more than my carrier.

I felt like it is enough now. i decide to get up habits with the exercise.I got ready for the task i believed that i could never achieve in my whole life.It was exactly 6:am. it was exactly two day before day after tomorrow.Finally it was today. I felt like it was a risk.

My new routine had begun.

It was the beautiful morning of spring .Probably the most coolest and loved season . A cool weather was waiting me outside. I could feel the fresh air running smoothly teasing my cheeks.The wrinkles of clouds beyond the blue sky is something fascinating at that moment. The chirps of birds were adding more colours to the beautiful flowers there. What else was needed there? totally exceptional environment. It was like i have been sleeping whole year' and finally waking up.Waking up in that fine morning.Every thing seems so new and fresh to me. I was like, a sweat morning was a risk? hell no! it was a fun.A full and big package of fun .I could see a lot of people running and jogging past to me . I was enjoying a lot.

It was time for my coffee, my second love after my mom. I went to the cafe,ordered the strong coffee with double spoon sugar.There was a gap of time between me and my coffee .At the very moment i thought of not winning the life, not owning the beautiful carrier and Bla bla.I was like, murmuring. At suddenly a question arose within myself , "who are the winners? People make it so" and "who are looser? people judge to show." It was all the perception of the people. I was convinced myself.

My coffee arrived at my table. I was on the first sip, uninvited rain start to murmur outside. Beautiful morning was like the taking shower. I could feel the drips of rains touching my skins.It was giving me immense pleasure. The rain was like,more shouting and falling heavily.My cup of coffee had been finished. The rain was like it was not going to stop any sooner.

I was bored. I called the waiter to assist me a cup of another coffee. Coffee arrived in a white cup. A white cup decorated with beautiful carving of big eyes.This time i felt love with those cups instead of coffees and this was the very first time in the history of my age.

I was sipping coffee watching the hide and seek of environment.

Lots of people were checking in that cafe.That cafe was the first destination of all the morning souls.I waited patiently until the small drips of rainfall stopped. I was about leave that cafe. A beautiful lady passed me checking that cafe for breakfast. I don't know it ever happened before or not? I was totally freeze- there where i was before. she came so close next to me that i could extremely feel her fragnance. A fragnance of wild rose type.

It was the spring and the rain came out of syllabus.

I was about to leave and the stranger came and freezes me.

I could not figure out what's happening right there?But it was giving a kind of good vibes.

as soon as she ordered her breakfast, i called the waiter and ordered the same as she ordered. I was on my own way. The perception about her was hitting me inside. unknowingly she noticed me strangely. I could clearly figure out her black mascara, soft grey lipstick , beautiful deep eyes,and her dope half smile.

I quickly noticed her in a blink of an eye. All I know was she was so beautiful .All I know was I wanted to know her so eagerly. My patience was out of mine. I started staring her like i was searching an every words of the chapters and she was the chapter I was exploring. Exploring so calmly,so unknowning. And then I started noticing her. Her each and every seconds. Her each and every movements. At very moment all I could figure out was her identity Card hanging on her soft neck.That card which allowed me to introduce myself with her name for the very first time. She was next to me. Still her fragrances of wild roses were roaming around me.I could clearly, very clearly identify her Identity card named "AAITRA". I knew that her name was Aaitra. A beautiful lady named 'Aitraa puran Sadda'. I was smiling inside.

The order taken by the steward was at her table. My order was slightly delayed as i ordered a bit late after her.

she quickly finished her breakfast,Mine were just arrived. She paid the bill. It seems like she leaved the changes to the serving guy and rushed quickly checking out.I thought she was in a hurry mode.I was focusing on my breakfast. As i ordered the same breakfast, all i could ate is a brocolli,roasted pea nuts, two boiled eggs and a glass of milk.This was the breakfast that i didn't love . This was the first time I was eating a casual breakfast since so many years. Everything seems so strange and so unique. I couldn't finished my breakfast properly. I was about to leave that cafe.I paid my bill.I said hello to that serving guy to give some changes. Giving changes to the serving people is like something else. And i often gave those changes to those people who were working hard to make our better lives, working day and night.