1 " REMEMBER THE PAIN?" chapters 1

" hey my name is Daniel Sanchez I'm currently 15 right now but can I ask you guys a question? "

" alright.....do you guys still remember the time you were Sad, depressed feeling alot of pain and misery? "

" well I still remember mine 2 years ago "

" it all started when my grandpa died "

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2 YEARS AGO

" I'm really sorry we did everything we could to help but his condition was just really critical I'm really sorry I guess he just really wanted to rest "

as the doctor said that my mom was crying in disbelief while my dad we're holding her

me? I was just standing still can't believe it the man who taught me everything died my sister was crying really loud her tears falling on to the ground but me couldn't shed a tear

the feeling of losing a love one is just something that as if your heart just gotten destroyed

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FUNERAL

" ROBERT WAS A REALLY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE TO THINK HE WOULD PASSED AWAY IS JUST REALLY SAD "

As everyone we're now throwing flowers to my grandpa's grave I just stand there couldn't accept the fact that his gone I cried but why do I feel gulit?

after I throw my flower down the grave I went back to the car

" are you ok son? "

" yeah.... I'm fine "

" ok "

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" but the pain didn't just stop there I also experience it when quarantine started "

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" I FUCKING TOLD YOU! I WAS WITH MY FRIENDS!! "

" FRIENDS!?...YOU WERE AT THE FUCKING BAR ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS SAID YOU HAD A GIRL IN A MOTEL!! "

" tch they're doing it again....just kill me already "

as my parents started fighting I didn't care at first cause I just wanna go to sleep the fight started when mom found out dad was cheating on her i was really angry at my Dad I wanted to Punch him so bad but... I'm just too weak

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" I GAVE YOU AN INSTRUCTION WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND IT!? "

" THERE WASN'T ANY SO I HAD TO BUY OTHER STUFF! "

" UGH YOUR TOO HOPELESS ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS JUST BUY A INGREDIENT!! "

" UGH MY HEAD HURTS WE SHOULDN'T BE FIGHTING IT'S YOUR SON'S BIRTHDAY "

while they we're fighting I was in my room watching some anime

" just forget my birthday already I don't even care about my birthday anymore "

" I wish I'd die right now "

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as I was reading some manhwa may parents started fighting again at 3:30 am

" what a drag fighting at this hour "

i get up from my bed to go out of the house after getting out i went to the park to get some fresh air and peace

As I arrived there I just keep walking mindlessly

" please someone....save me "

" i really wanna die but I don't want to die I just want the pain to stop "

as I keep walking I saw a Van full speed and as i watch it I saw it as an opportunity

" this is my chance "

i quickly went Infront of the van but as soon as I got infroot a tall man pushes me out of the way

" the hell we're you doing kid are you trying to kill yourself!? "